the end
i would say this would be the last post le ba
Troubles are like washing machines,
they twist, turn & knock us around,
but in the end we come out brighter than before.
hey yooooo cheer up soon eh
i want to see the old u soon
u will pull through de laa
cos u are who u are hehe
stop trying to be cool hahaha
not workingg hahaha
just be awesome la give up on cool haha
maybe it may change during season
but hahah for nowww nopeee
eh honoured lei u in my last post haha
went to the airport just now
spent 2plus hours at starbucks
just thinking abt stuff
honestly quite scared with all thats happening
(shit not nowww i need to go out tmr de)
i want my old self back
i want to just undergo surgery once and for all
but its just not possible
i really want to go back to the past before i became
like that
i dun wanna take alevels this year
im not even prepared for ct1
i hate having a life living off pain killers
i wanna live my life doing things like a normal person
i wanna be able to run freely without having so many ppl
stopping me
i wanna be able to train
even if its just pt
i wanna be able to eat like a normal person
without having to consider all the rubbish
i wanna be able to eat without thinking of throwing up
i wanna be able to spend my time without having to feel
like i will faint any moment
i wanna walk on solid ground and not ground that floats
i wanna be able to be the girl who could go without sleep
and not the one now that is dozing off every 5 mins
i just want me back
im sick and tired of everything
sick and tired of being tired all the time
*my eyes maybe screwed tmr... dun shocked dao
Troubles are like washing machines,
they twist, turn & knock us around,
but in the end we come out brighter than before.
hey yooooo cheer up soon eh
i want to see the old u soon
u will pull through de laa
cos u are who u are hehe
stop trying to be cool hahaha
not workingg hahaha
just be awesome la give up on cool haha
maybe it may change during season
but hahah for nowww nopeee
eh honoured lei u in my last post haha
went to the airport just now
spent 2plus hours at starbucks
just thinking abt stuff
honestly quite scared with all thats happening
(shit not nowww i need to go out tmr de)
i want my old self back
i want to just undergo surgery once and for all
but its just not possible
i really want to go back to the past before i became
like that
i dun wanna take alevels this year
im not even prepared for ct1
i hate having a life living off pain killers
i wanna live my life doing things like a normal person
i wanna be able to run freely without having so many ppl
stopping me
i wanna be able to train
even if its just pt
i wanna be able to eat like a normal person
without having to consider all the rubbish
i wanna be able to eat without thinking of throwing up
i wanna be able to spend my time without having to feel
like i will faint any moment
i wanna walk on solid ground and not ground that floats
i wanna be able to be the girl who could go without sleep
and not the one now that is dozing off every 5 mins
i just want me back
im sick and tired of everything
sick and tired of being tired all the time
*my eyes maybe screwed tmr... dun shocked dao
9.08pm
its been quite a while lol
i wont be bloggin much anymore
at most only when i actually need com
cos i got new phone le
then wadeva i need the com for can use
just that cant blog cos need pop up for
this site lol
haven used the com for quite a while
im like so freaking tired all the time
and i dunno whyyy
sch sucks
fine with the lessons and all but just ya
my back like jia lat max
i cant even stand properly manzxz
quite :/
and it doesnt help that i keep doing og stuff
need to sit for very long
bend over stuff and all
haven been work either sighhh
i keep ko-ing everytime i reach home
but in a way sleep is an escape for me le lo
finish using candles to de-fray all the bandanas
hahah
burnt my leg and thumb :/
thumb so bloody pain
hahahaha
stupid right
but yaaaaaa ouch
hahaha
everyone left early so i finished up with
bryan foong jianghan and yimeng
damn funny i tell u
we are like ultimate idiots hahahah
bryan having sooo much fun destroying everything
hahaha
then yimeng and bryan choreo-ing fight hahah
so dumbbb
yimeng fly and roll on the floor then like 10mins
later he suddenly wa damn pain sia
hahahaha
epicccccc
alot of stupid stuff hahha me and jiang han damn
funny also our arguments are like WHUUUTTT
at least finished up og head costume le
hahah
went out ytd to buy cny clothes lol
mum want me wear qipao
then went to swensons for ice cream
so much for diet right
then went home to sew the costume
hahahah
totally dying la
then one part i sew and sew then kept tangling
then i realised i haven bring the needle down
hhaha
idiot maxxxx
but wthhh today mock napfa and height-weight
then i ate so much ice cream ytd =.=
i grew muahahahahah
168
hahahah
but not light either la
just didnt expect the other girls to be that heavy
anywayyyyy 3kg ahhhh
dreading the arrival of tmr
always like that de
arghhhhh
i so dun wanna go :(
!@#$%^&*
sometimes
ppl should really think before saying/ doing stuff
like really lo
its like zuo cuo chi still ask me wads wrong
abit wtf right
but like aiya some stuff shouldnt be done online
ppl do read u know
and like they alr feel bad and all
wad do u want them to think when they see all that
jealousy on your part?
i dunno and dun care
segregation?
reasons?
go figure it out...
i once thought it wouldnt be the case
but yet this is like happening once agn
caused by yet agn the same ppl
just gets arghhh
loner ftw anyway
hahah
breaks that arent with jas
all spent alone
in cheer room or random places
but i usually just walk arnd aimlessly
sian rightt
yet i dun study wth
the other day
so freaking !@#$%^&*
i ate in canteen alone
and like assholes keep looking i tell u
like ok like just one bitch
but heck la
then lit lec almost had to sit alone
bloody hell
stupid gwen dun check phone de
wa i hate lectures that arent with jas lo
zzzzzzzz
i hate lit i tell u
freaking demoralising
hate it that they merge classes
i just dun like anything about lit
T.T
i wont be bloggin much anymore
at most only when i actually need com
cos i got new phone le
then wadeva i need the com for can use
just that cant blog cos need pop up for
this site lol
haven used the com for quite a while
im like so freaking tired all the time
and i dunno whyyy
sch sucks
fine with the lessons and all but just ya
my back like jia lat max
i cant even stand properly manzxz
quite :/
and it doesnt help that i keep doing og stuff
need to sit for very long
bend over stuff and all
haven been work either sighhh
i keep ko-ing everytime i reach home
but in a way sleep is an escape for me le lo
finish using candles to de-fray all the bandanas
hahah
burnt my leg and thumb :/
thumb so bloody pain
hahahaha
stupid right
but yaaaaaa ouch
hahaha
everyone left early so i finished up with
bryan foong jianghan and yimeng
damn funny i tell u
we are like ultimate idiots hahahah
bryan having sooo much fun destroying everything
hahaha
then yimeng and bryan choreo-ing fight hahah
so dumbbb
yimeng fly and roll on the floor then like 10mins
later he suddenly wa damn pain sia
hahahaha
epicccccc
alot of stupid stuff hahha me and jiang han damn
funny also our arguments are like WHUUUTTT
at least finished up og head costume le
hahah
went out ytd to buy cny clothes lol
mum want me wear qipao
then went to swensons for ice cream
so much for diet right
then went home to sew the costume
hahahah
totally dying la
then one part i sew and sew then kept tangling
then i realised i haven bring the needle down
hhaha
idiot maxxxx
but wthhh today mock napfa and height-weight
then i ate so much ice cream ytd =.=
i grew muahahahahah
168
hahahah
but not light either la
just didnt expect the other girls to be that heavy
anywayyyyy 3kg ahhhh
dreading the arrival of tmr
always like that de
arghhhhh
i so dun wanna go :(
!@#$%^&*
sometimes
ppl should really think before saying/ doing stuff
like really lo
its like zuo cuo chi still ask me wads wrong
abit wtf right
but like aiya some stuff shouldnt be done online
ppl do read u know
and like they alr feel bad and all
wad do u want them to think when they see all that
jealousy on your part?
i dunno and dun care
segregation?
reasons?
go figure it out...
i once thought it wouldnt be the case
but yet this is like happening once agn
caused by yet agn the same ppl
just gets arghhh
loner ftw anyway
hahah
breaks that arent with jas
all spent alone
in cheer room or random places
but i usually just walk arnd aimlessly
sian rightt
yet i dun study wth
the other day
so freaking !@#$%^&*
i ate in canteen alone
and like assholes keep looking i tell u
like ok like just one bitch
but heck la
then lit lec almost had to sit alone
bloody hell
stupid gwen dun check phone de
wa i hate lectures that arent with jas lo
zzzzzzzz
i hate lit i tell u
freaking demoralising
hate it that they merge classes
i just dun like anything about lit
T.T