I wasted four years of my life and I'm about to waste the fifth year



Just... why?



Were you ever certain of your destiny? Of your vocation? I know in my heart that my vocation is to be a doctor, to treat and cure people, to deal with medicine and SAVE human lives



So WHY everything in my life keeps me away from doing so? I'm trying, I'm REALLY TRYING, I thought I was prepared enough this year, but no. Some asshole up there decided it's another year to waste for me.



I don't even have enough tears for this, right now... I'll just keep rolling, bitter and sassy as always, finding new games and tv shows to keep my mind away from the reality. And the next year... I can't even say I "hope" for the better ending.




nattu
valo



Aaaaaa, you guys!!! I was at HIM's concert in Gdańsk yesterday and it was INCREDIBLE and AWESOME! I'd never thought that I'd see them twice within 3 years, holy shit ♥ Again please!



And they played Gone with the Sin, too! No one expected that. I cried so hard! But my personal fav was The Funeral of Hearts, because I simply love that song forever. I cried even harder.



I wanna more!



bleed well



nattu