Lately, everything I tried to improve myself has failed...
I feel like I 'm doomed to fail no matter what I do.
But no time to complain. I have to get over this.
I'm not just working hard enough.
I better use my brain more than now.
To work hard without any plans does any good to me.
First and foremost, I need to make plans to make things smooth.
And follow them no matter what.
I can be wiser and stronger than I am now.
Don't give up!
Keep going Takeshi!