It's 2025.
What has changed?
Covid is finally not so heavy on us anymore.
I chanced upon a precious person that doesn't see me only as a sex toy.
I've been disillusioned. It took about 7 to 8 years to realize I was in the wrong relationship before this one.
I'm in a job that actually acknowledges that I'm human and I have to rest come night time.
Everything isn't the way I envisioned it. But also... Everything is beyond how I imagined it.
Yes, I don't have my own family now, but I'm with someone I can fully trust and love, and those get reciprocated.
Yes, I don't have my dream career track of becoming some advertising rockstar, but I have a job that lets me use my talents and skills for authentic community engagement.
Yes, I don't have a mega-KOL cosplay career, but I have cosplay friends that believe in what I do.
I will always be grateful for what I've gone through, despite how fucked up everything was before.
I hope I get to post something nicer??? for my next blog entry.
It's been a while, Ameba.