Awkwardness.

oh my lord. im seriously need to go to america.
im experiencing so many awkward moments in my life this past week. the last one i had was with risato, with him and me on the subway for 5 stops. we were like “Um, so yea…” seriously awkward. thenn, i had the boyfriend chat with my sister. NEVER HAVE ONE. its like, AWKWARD to the MAX. i have no idea how im still alive. and then the awkward moment with hurr. i rather not say. its too personal, but the point is, the best way to run from an awkward moment, is to change the subject. eric kim knows how i roll

SOOO.

AMEBA.
I must post more shit now.
Im really sorry that i left you alone for like, 238237 days.
i love you though?

2 days before Christmas

wow it's been a while i don't use amebagomenne
actually i just wanna say MERRY CHRISTMASi know its' a bit late but nvm
this year of Christmas is the worst
everyone know why
2 days before Christmas, someone important in my life died his name is Othello Takizawa..

How cruel life would be?
at first i thought it was only a joke, then when i called his dad, i truly believe everybody. its not only from people knowing this but from Google News, Youtube, Newspaper and also every News on TV.
i keep not believing in this but till on that time i went to his funeral and i saw his face laying down / sleeping *closing his eyes without tears or any regret*
people were crying for him. his friends, families and everyone

and so i can't do anything
i keep thinking about him till now. i cry, i jump, i shout, i do everything to keep thinking about him. he driving me crazily.
but now i think i do need to move on
BUT, moving on doesn't mean forget about him, i wont! im not gonna forget about him, a bit. i still love him, tbh. he is my first love so i won't gonna forget the moments when i did lots of things with him

I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU, NO MATTER WHAT. (:

long time no post!

Whoaw! its been a long time i havent post any blog
And guess whatI just made a new blog in www.tumblr.com
It looks cool So i registered there