Getting back on my poetry side

It's been a while since I last had a major crazy spree on writing poetry.
aite, I'm skipping my blabbering and posting up my works now.



1#

How did it turned out this way?

Where had the word "us" gone to?

The stories we'd shared?
The laughters we had?
The hugs we gave?
The tears we shed?
The promising dreams we've talked about?

Was it all that easily forgotten for you till it had become a memory?
A memory that had been left in the deep shelves of your mind?

Were we nothing at all?

And as I asked myself, we've already shattered into pieces of dust.. leaving nothing but emptiness....



2#

I'm sorry, my dearest flower...
For I've left you alone, withering slowly in this dark empty room..
I've left you unattended, no more words of love and praise or showers of tears.
I've left you with no remorse to my own evil deeds.


3#

Nothing more,
Nothing left,
Nothing is here,
Nothing is forever....

I've held on too long on the other end of the rope,
hoping too long for the nudge,
for the tug from the other end coming from you,
yet it never came,
but I am here still waiting, still hoping...



4#

and I had my heart dropped with sorrow,
when i looked over these walls you've built,
only to find you smiling with your beloved,
your beloved who is not me...



4 for now.. :3

Ah... long time no blog desu~~~

It's been a while since I last left my blog in the dust.

So.. currently, I am doing nothing... and it had been two weeks since I graduated..

Did I find a job? Yeah.. kinda but it is an on call kind of job... ._____.

It'll bore me to death actually but once i a job to do, i'll be working like there's no tomorrow..

Nghhhhhh

Anyways, I'll try to update as much as i could even though i know there won't be anyone who's gonna read it.. ngehhh whatever...

bye peepz!