hi everybody!
There was a reason why I wanted to have an blog.
My life is kind of difficult right now.
And I just wanted to write about it to somewhere.
I just dont want it to bee too recognizable , you understand?
I dont want my friends or my family members to be able to find this and find out who wrote this.
And I do not think anybody close me will go search my blog from a Japanese blog site.
At least I hope so.
Anyways, here is a little summary about what is going on in my life:
My roommate hates me. Well, one of them. I have two.
Me and two friends of mine live together in an 3 rooms and an kitchen apartment.
At first everything went well, but now my other roommate does not even talk to me
I put an letter on her bed today, asking her what is wrong, I hope she answers soon.
So I think I need an new apartment
My other roommate and my best friend are going out together 
There is no problem with that. It just bothers me.
That relationship has changed things between me and my best friend
We are not so close anymore, and it bothers me a lot, and I feel so lonely sometimes.
I have difficulties with school.
I will do my matriculation examination this spring, exactly next month, and I am not surviving it!
I am suffering with biology, and I am so afraid I will not pass my exams and be able to graduate this spring.
I am also really worried about my entrance exams. I applied to the bachelors degree program in information technology, but I think I will not pass the entrance examination.
Why is life so difficult sometimes?
There was a reason why I wanted to have an blog.
My life is kind of difficult right now.
And I just wanted to write about it to somewhere.
I just dont want it to bee too recognizable , you understand?
I dont want my friends or my family members to be able to find this and find out who wrote this.
And I do not think anybody close me will go search my blog from a Japanese blog site.
At least I hope so.
Anyways, here is a little summary about what is going on in my life:
My roommate hates me. Well, one of them. I have two. Me and two friends of mine live together in an 3 rooms and an kitchen apartment.
At first everything went well, but now my other roommate does not even talk to me
I put an letter on her bed today, asking her what is wrong, I hope she answers soon.
So I think I need an new apartment
My other roommate and my best friend are going out together There is no problem with that. It just bothers me.
That relationship has changed things between me and my best friend
We are not so close anymore, and it bothers me a lot, and I feel so lonely sometimes.
I have difficulties with school.I will do my matriculation examination this spring, exactly next month, and I am not surviving it!
I am suffering with biology, and I am so afraid I will not pass my exams and be able to graduate this spring.
I am also really worried about my entrance exams. I applied to the bachelors degree program in information technology, but I think I will not pass the entrance examination.Why is life so difficult sometimes?
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