Been some time since I last touched this blog. Life's been bleak recently but not boring of course. Well same things just kept happening again and again. I'm waiting for Intermediate 2 lesson to start so that I can continue my jap lesson! JLPT over, ICA1 over. At least things came to a halt so that I can take a breath.

As much as I want something, I don't want it anymore after a while. For I am indecesive, I lack a will to go with the same ideal and motivation to the end. For that, I will try to improve myself, my character, my personality.

Well enough about my rantings. I've been playing games recently. GTA IV, Fallout 3, Assassin creed. And most of all, a voice stuck in my head for the whole time. YUI, an excellent singer. I just fell in love with her voice. And been listening to her song ever since.

School's been boring! Well i chose Supply and Chain management. Well I suppose I'm more into logistic and travelling. I hope to get the chance to get attatched to IBM in the 3rd year. And for all you readers out there, as a thank you gift, I shall present to you a whole YUI album for download, please do NOT spread it around. Thank you!

Heres the link: http://www.mediafire.com/?3a04ahzjnjh

If you HATE Mediafire,

Heres MegaUpload(I hate it personally): http://www.megaupload.com/?d=SMLVHYPD
Been *busy* for these few days, including sushi making er...... 6 days ago i guess. Was fun with all the games and food. Anyway School i boring as usual and ended up skipping 2 days in a week LOL. I'm gonna get banned from exams if i continue doing this. So... I will be good and go to school tomorrow.

Got my Call of Duty MW 2 from Deep. Woots! Was godlike. As in the game. Lots of new features! Driving boats and snowmobiles anyone? Heartbeat sensor! .50 cal rifle *OMG* and thermo sensor! *A must "get/download" if u love COD games! It is one of the best out of them all.

Borrowed books from library today! Including investment books and photoshop guide... well totall unreleated isn't it?

Well... Thats all for today. Afterall, it is for ME to express and for YOU to read if you want to.
Been boring and nothing much lately. Cause my days are just repeating! Hence, nothing much to blog about.
Anyway, been playing guitar all day for the past few days.
I have realised how sucky I am in Japanese now. *Didn't practice for too long* I'm gonna die for JLPT 4

*Targets JLPTN3 for next year end*

Anyway just to make this post more readable,
I went to penisula on Saturday to buy some guitar accessories! Capo, tuner, extra set of strings while accompany cousin to shop for his clothes. Took damn long mind u. 3 hours -_-
And sunday is always Jap day.

Am not anticipating the future. A decision i must soon make. Forever or Never. Which is better?
Saturday 24th, October 2009

Me and 10 other Sakuran Japanese Cultural Club a.k.a SJCC for short went to the Japanese Association in Singapore a.k.a JAS.

We played lots of games there. Including Tongue Twister, Japanese Scrabble, Gesture etc.etc. no karuta tho. Thats sad.
We got pwned pretty badly by secondary school kids -_- well they have learnt Japanese for 2 or 3 years so of course being more proficient than us. BUT I can win them next year! I'm sure!!! If i can't, I will just bang the wall and die. *laughs*

Anyway, we received a lot of freebies and they were REALLY nice compared to some crappy stuff given by other places. Includes a cute rolled-up towel that looks like a cake haha! Plus plus a thing to put under ur drinks so that the table woulden't get wet. Its awesome seriously. Last but not least, we received a map of Japan , Tourist guide, Tourist attractions in Japan.

Not only that... I handled a dSLR-like camera!! President's camera! It was awesome! Making me want to own 1 DSLR myself. But no money though. Guess I need to level up my japanese to JLPT 2 and do Translation work while earning some income!

After the events, I went home with president while he was teaching me about dSLR functions. Upon reaching the bus stop, I went to Tampines with my parents. Ate at Jade Garden*SHHH* and bought myself a set of formal clothes at G2000 Expensive, but I love the new shirt!!

I SAW A WINDBREAKER! IT'S SO COOL! I want one next time! When I'm rich or when there is a warehouse sale =P

*Notes to self - Buck up Japanese, Play the guitar everyday, Study hard + Secret + Whack Dom for having a relative pitch*
First day of school. Nothing much. Just that for the past few days I've been lazing around doing nothing much but slacking + videos.

Start things off, I've come to realised a lot during the holidays. Most important, reality. Well, for many of us, we have been living in the small world of ours and just enjoying life. However in reality, it dosen't work as easy as that. As much as I might loathe the society, I will be part of it someday.

So I thought to myself. I will change that. Without any influence? No way man. Impossible seems to be the perfect word to describe that. But does power mean everything? No obviously. Hence I scrambled a way to find a solution. And here it is, just not be one of them, easy yet hard at the same time.

In society, the top leeches off the whole ladder of people. The top will just claim everything while the others are paid just to do the job. Which is where most people are. But with that being said, where will I be? The one being made use of? Or the one making use of others? Both are as bad. One being in another mercy while other is ruthless. Well I can't make a decision here, perhaps in the future I could. But for now, I just hate how the world functions.

Adding positive elements while subtracting negative elements really improves your lifespan by 10 years. Just like painting, just set Opacity to 0% on the people you hate and putting 100% on your precious friends. Use Blur for haters and Sharp for friends.
For teamates you adore, add Lighting, for the ones you hate, Set the brush at 15% opacity and paint it black.
To correct your perspective of someone, Just use Ctrl+Z or Ctrl + Y

Finally to sum up the picture, just put a frame on it and it is done. Titled:Your Life.