This blog is solery for myself. I am not writing for anyone. It's just a practice of writing English.
By the way, this editor is very fine tool. It may look classical, but actually be used in a professional way. I love it.
The reason why I started writing blog again is because I like to practice making sentences and paragraphs in English. I like to speak English better. But I noticed that I'm not able to speak as I thought.
Usually, people say, "think in English!" to be a better English speaker. However, in my case, I think in English, but when I try to speak in English, I mumble and studder. I wonder why speaking English is much harder than I think in my mind. The best guess that I can come up with is that my speaking vocaburary and grammer is a lot more vague in my mind than I think. So when I stating to verbalize my thoughts in English, its vagueness of my concept of English phrases and sentences became more absurd than I feel and think in my mind. Getting feed back from my ear catching what I pronounced, I says no! to myself. I think that is why I pauses my thoughts, and makes me confuse what phrase I should use at the moment.
Well that is the reason why I restart from here, in Ameba blog to write something in English solery for myself. I need keep putting my thoughts into texts in English.
Thanks.