a sad home

not that anyone would actually read my blog, but im writing it anyway.
haha no, no one really cares i dun think..
but for my baby! it should grow!
what a way to grow.. by me writing blog about nothing!
anyway so lets see what happened these days..
well i sold my fridge and table and chairs.. and my favorite washer!
theres nothing left at home now.. no food and nowhere to sit..
just walls and a bed!
what a sad home.
my bf helped me to eat all the food that was left in my fridge..
i felt so bad to make him eat so much in a nite!
but he said he was hungry.. hahaha o well.
so now i can only eat cookies at home..
or as i planned i could eat out every nite.
ahhh wish everything would be over soon!

halloween テーマ

right.. i can write about my halloween too! yessssssssss!
o well it was a special day, coz my bf got a day off just for me..
(this is what he said only, but i would take it coz he sure has been busy since he started this job)
we got to ikebukuro around 4:30, it was later than i wanted so i was kinda worried what we could do.
we planned to go to the aqurium but we didnt have time.
so we bought the tickets to see the stars show, stars as stars in the sky not talent stars.
we wanted to see that show since a week ago, and we finallly made it!
only couples were there.. and i told my bf we could at last do something a normal couple would do.
haha i mean, i have always thought that we were not a usual couple..
our experiences were just not normal!
the show was ok.. i was expecting more though.
but since it was a special day, i tried to enjoy it as much as i could.
maybe coz i knew they were not real stars i just felt that there was something missing..
i want to see the real starry sky not just a projected one!
still, i was touched.
we dunno what lies ahead of us, but i hope that one day we could lie underneath a sky like that with nothing to care.
then i remembered the nite i was lying on the hill watching the stars on a cold spring nite, with a guy i met just that day..
then that early summer nite my girls and i went camping, we could really see the beautiful milky way!
then that summer nite i went with my ex, with a big box of donuts..
then that bday nite, my current bf and i sitting on my bacolny, just watching the sky and talking for how many hours..
then how many nites we walked over that bridge over thames river, looking at the only few stars we could see, talking and playing nonsense..
i miss all those days.
well its really out of my halloween topic now haha!

a pointless blog

i thought maybe writing more than 1 entry the same day would help too haha