It feels like a surge of energy is welling up within me right now...




That's what I'd like to say, but...




Yesterday, I got a massage after hiking, but now my legs are really swollen, and my hip joint hurts especially, and my whole body feels heavy...




I... can't move...



I went to a certain place that is said to be a power spot...




The weather was a bit bad, but I feel like I've gained a little bit of energy...




I hope we can make some progress soon...



Thinking about my mother, who can't even leave the facility, makes me feel heartbroken when I think about traveling far away...




My sister originally planned it to celebrate our mother's birthday, but I can't help but feel it's all my fault...