Why can't a "talk" be a good thing? Because let's face it, whenever someone tells you they "need to talk" it's never something good. My boyfriend isn't any different. You see, recently his attempts to coax me into a false sense of security are failing. In other words, with each mention of a 'talk' to be had, the more I grow anxious. I feel like the timer's ticking away, the last grains of sand are falling from the top of the hour glass into the bottom.
The end is nearing, the infamous anti-climactic ending of all we ever were.
It is at this point I can only say with all the sadness in my heart that we will slowly revert back to strangers again. The young man who once held me in such high esteem, the man whom I imagined spending the rest of my life with will no longer be anything but the epitome of the lyrics of a very sad love song. One which repeats to no end, day in and day out.
In the great words of Ne-yo; "I am so sick of love songs, so tired of tears, so done with wishing (he) was still here."
In a couple minutes, in a couple hours all the was will cease to be.
The love which has kept me strong for the past half year will cease to be nothing but scars. Nights spent together and the sound of his voice telling me he loved will be all fade away into the distant past.
Surely I will cry, surely I will regret, surely I will have learned many things. However, I am thankful.
My love, as you pull the plug on everything which we have. Let me take a moment to thank you for the happiness, thank you for the strength and everything you have given me. I am forever indebted to you.
From this day forward I wish you all the happiness, all the riches and health that someone as amazing as you deserve. Most importantly, I wish you find someone deserving of your love. I apologize, I was not enough. Or perhaps fate played it out to be this way. There is a girl out there waiting for you, someone God designed to be your perfect other half. I envy her. With this said, there is but one last wish, one request... One hope if you will. That you will not forget me. That one day you will look back fondly on the memories we have created together and be happy that we met. That for one brief moment I was part of your life. I will always keep you in my heart, and you will always be special to me.
More than Allen, more than anyone on this entire planet you taught me how to love and how amazing it was to be loved. There is no one in this world that could ever take that away.
Thank you, I love(d) you.
- Angela
The end is nearing, the infamous anti-climactic ending of all we ever were.
It is at this point I can only say with all the sadness in my heart that we will slowly revert back to strangers again. The young man who once held me in such high esteem, the man whom I imagined spending the rest of my life with will no longer be anything but the epitome of the lyrics of a very sad love song. One which repeats to no end, day in and day out.
In the great words of Ne-yo; "I am so sick of love songs, so tired of tears, so done with wishing (he) was still here."
In a couple minutes, in a couple hours all the was will cease to be.
The love which has kept me strong for the past half year will cease to be nothing but scars. Nights spent together and the sound of his voice telling me he loved will be all fade away into the distant past.
Surely I will cry, surely I will regret, surely I will have learned many things. However, I am thankful.
My love, as you pull the plug on everything which we have. Let me take a moment to thank you for the happiness, thank you for the strength and everything you have given me. I am forever indebted to you.
From this day forward I wish you all the happiness, all the riches and health that someone as amazing as you deserve. Most importantly, I wish you find someone deserving of your love. I apologize, I was not enough. Or perhaps fate played it out to be this way. There is a girl out there waiting for you, someone God designed to be your perfect other half. I envy her. With this said, there is but one last wish, one request... One hope if you will. That you will not forget me. That one day you will look back fondly on the memories we have created together and be happy that we met. That for one brief moment I was part of your life. I will always keep you in my heart, and you will always be special to me.
More than Allen, more than anyone on this entire planet you taught me how to love and how amazing it was to be loved. There is no one in this world that could ever take that away.
Thank you, I love(d) you.
- Angela