昨日は私の誕生日だった。私は母に感謝します。(‐^▽^‐)
but, it's just flat like nothing.. ah, I dont know..
I dont feel anything lately.. though, I always smile or laugh sometimes.. I felt nothing..
しかし、私は神に感謝します。
this year is better than before.
I dont need anyone else, I just need my mom.. forever.. beside me..
the most precious thing in my life..
though, I never show how much I loved her.. I just can't show my true feelin.. I can't..
something that I really realize is, she loved me too.. really loved me more than I could imagine.. of course she loved me, but yah.. she never show to me.. I even never realize that she keep a regret in herself..
I can't explain it, I just see it within her eyes..
no need to felt like that, mom.. I'm strong enough to face anything in my life.. without any word, u have teach me how to be strong..
I know sometimes u worried about me, but trust me.. I'll be fine soon..
I love u, more than anything in this world.. all I need is just u..
forgive me for everything that I have done.. I made you disappointed.. forgive me..

you gave me this, as a present on my birthday. 本当にどうもありがとう ( ´艸`)
it's very long time since last time you give something on my birthday..
from now, I'll do my best to make u happy.. and let me make u happy..
あなたが私に行っているすべてのものをありがとうございました。
本当にどうもありがとうございます、お母さん。
お久しぶり!!!
long time no post here.. no, Im not busy, just dont know what I have to write or say here (`・ω・´)
btw, yesterday I went with diev~ she's my friend but I called her かあさん(笑)
she said to me, the best way to relieve stress is spending money for fun (笑)
sounds creepy but it's true.. yaah, 私は本当に最近落ち込ん感じた (ノ_-。)
but yeah, life is never always easy, right? if life is easy, no one commit suicide.. lol
but no matter how hard your life is, just dont give up (then suicide :v)..
give up just for the people who don't deserve to get live..
anyway, this is my dinner last night..


今は空腹を感じた。(=◇=;)
long time no post here.. no, Im not busy, just dont know what I have to write or say here (`・ω・´)
btw, yesterday I went with diev~ she's my friend but I called her かあさん(笑)
she said to me, the best way to relieve stress is spending money for fun (笑)
sounds creepy but it's true.. yaah, 私は本当に最近落ち込ん感じた (ノ_-。)
but yeah, life is never always easy, right? if life is easy, no one commit suicide.. lol
but no matter how hard your life is, just dont give up (then suicide :v)..
give up just for the people who don't deserve to get live..
anyway, this is my dinner last night..


今は空腹を感じた。(=◇=;)




