It was a long time when the last time I was wrote the blog. Just make myself busy in work to forget hard feeling, sad feeling, loosing feeling and all the memory behind from my past relationship.
nowadays i feel more freedom, i can enjoy my life more and cherish everything happen in me during work, sad and happy times. I can pamper myself more especially after hard works.
I hope I can more stronger in the future.
I just bought new hamster... i will upload picture in my next blog ^_^
Nowadays, I begin to release my feeling.... I have forgiven the condition, situation happens in my life and any persons who interfered and ruined my life...
I have to be sincere in my heart that he is not for me, and maybe this situation happens for our goodness, maybe this is the best for us...
Now, my feeling has more settle down and calm, I have pray a lot to get my own peace of mind, and now I reach the point that I sincere for everything happen, and I believe anything happen for a purpose and it should be a good purpose..
I wish him happy, as long as he is healthy and happy with his family and sisters and mother, i am happy for him (this is hard for me to release this feeling at the beginning, but now, i sincerely do). I wish someday he understand that I defend him from his sister with the best i can, I hope someday he realized that I did that for him and for us and to get back his dignity. I know, he never understand now, i wish someday he will understand, only the time will show the way...
I realized I have to move on, now I feel that any burden from the previous worst incident has lesser and lesser and i got the life energy back more and more, I have to move on, I have to re-arrange my life, I have to optimist in my heart and believe that someday I will meet the one that I really looking for....
Now I feel more calm in heart and good mood, thank you God to cure me and answer my prayer ^_^
Now, my real life is coming and I am happy to go with it Cherish and Optimist ^_^
Semangat! Fight!
Wednesday, I went to Martha Tillaar Spa, this is a famous traditional brand in my country. Martha Tillaar is famous because of their originality products from Indonesian Nature and culture of my country. I chose body wellness treatment, I got a traditional sauna private with Natural aromatherapy (this is nice, all my sweat is out wwwww) and they massaged me for whole body with natural oil and whole body scrub and they cleaned all after it in private bathtub, also there is a traditional ginger hot drink during the treatment ( we can choose the traditional drinks that we want) really nice ^_______^ . There is also a milk bath ( I want to try it in my next visit wwwww). Martha Tillaar has their own salon and spa building. I have taken picture the waiting room, It feel really nice...Unfortunatelly, I forgot to take picture of my treatment private room www.
The spa finished in about 1.5 hours, I felt that I have retreated my body and mind with natural sound music in the treatment room, It really create the new lifeenergy back !!!
Welcome my new happy life ^_^ Cherish every moment of it !!
Cherish and Optimist ^_^ 
