Sick.
It's been a week since I went to the Doctor.
The whole trip was miserable....I'm not talking
about myself only. There were two women
I'm guessing from Egypt that were there.
They had to draw blood like 3 times and
the girls mother I think she was had to
stay. They both looked very sick. I still
wonder if they're ok now.
There was another lady screaming to
make them let her out of the room when
they were trying to pop her arm back into
socket. She was maybe in her 70's? I felt
bad for her
As for myself...I have bronchitis = = how
annoying. I woke up one morning last week
and I couldn't hear anything at all. my mom
stood talking to me and I couldn't hear anything
which sorta put me in a panic. She took me
to the hospital and there I got a fever of 101
which to me wasn't so bad. They gave me
Tylenol THEN it got bad. Suddenly my temp
shot up to 104 and I felt dizzy still not being
able to hear anything. They gave me a breathing
treatment and then gave me more medicine to
take..I think it was Motrin...took my fever down to
100. I also got 3 different medications and I have to take
2 Inhalers. I'm still getting fevers on and off but It's not
as bad as it seems. I figure I've felt worse in my life
so I'm not going to baby myself or have others feeling
sorry for me XD.
here's a current picture for you guys. lmao it's o'so'accurate.
The whole trip was miserable....I'm not talking
about myself only. There were two women
I'm guessing from Egypt that were there.
They had to draw blood like 3 times and
the girls mother I think she was had to
stay. They both looked very sick. I still
wonder if they're ok now.
There was another lady screaming to
make them let her out of the room when
they were trying to pop her arm back into
socket. She was maybe in her 70's? I felt
bad for her
As for myself...I have bronchitis = = how
annoying. I woke up one morning last week
and I couldn't hear anything at all. my mom
stood talking to me and I couldn't hear anything
which sorta put me in a panic. She took me
to the hospital and there I got a fever of 101
which to me wasn't so bad. They gave me
Tylenol THEN it got bad. Suddenly my temp
shot up to 104 and I felt dizzy still not being
able to hear anything. They gave me a breathing
treatment and then gave me more medicine to
take..I think it was Motrin...took my fever down to
100. I also got 3 different medications and I have to take
2 Inhalers. I'm still getting fevers on and off but It's not
as bad as it seems. I figure I've felt worse in my life
so I'm not going to baby myself or have others feeling
sorry for me XD.
here's a current picture for you guys. lmao it's o'so'accurate.
Tomorrow didn't come..
(original song by me.)
(will be sang by a friend):*:・(￣∀￣)・:*:
I'll pretend, That I'll end-
up falling into nothing
I'll defend, what I've sowed
up until the following monday
I can't return my heart
because it's steady crumbling
I can't take apart
the words I keep mumbling
Shine your light upon my head
make my mind rest instead
take my love and burn it red
repeat this ritual until I'm dead.
hey, you dressed in sorrow
frown, fake, laugh until tomorrow
I'll dance your tears into diamonds
I'll make your lies into mountains
seductive little sparrow
I arched and sent back your arrow
out , down, fall you fell you did
it was terribly pretty i must admit
Shine your light upon my head
make my mind rest instead
take my love and burn it red
repeat this ritual until I'm dead.
Shine your light upon my head
make my mind rest instead
take this red silk silk-less thread
and close the wound that's always bleed
I want your dramatics
drama antics and dull-faced attics
pearl pressed tears and satin thoughts
your angry blood that makes you hot
Shine your light upon my head
make my mind rest instead
take my love and burn it red
repeat this always, until I'm dead.
the title is actually:
(Even the angels know you're drop dead gorgeous).
(will be sang by a friend):*:・(￣∀￣)・:*:
I'll pretend, That I'll end-
up falling into nothing
I'll defend, what I've sowed
up until the following monday
I can't return my heart
because it's steady crumbling
I can't take apart
the words I keep mumbling
Shine your light upon my head
make my mind rest instead
take my love and burn it red
repeat this ritual until I'm dead.
hey, you dressed in sorrow
frown, fake, laugh until tomorrow
I'll dance your tears into diamonds
I'll make your lies into mountains
seductive little sparrow
I arched and sent back your arrow
out , down, fall you fell you did
it was terribly pretty i must admit
Shine your light upon my head
make my mind rest instead
take my love and burn it red
repeat this ritual until I'm dead.
Shine your light upon my head
make my mind rest instead
take this red silk silk-less thread
and close the wound that's always bleed
I want your dramatics
drama antics and dull-faced attics
pearl pressed tears and satin thoughts
your angry blood that makes you hot
Shine your light upon my head
make my mind rest instead
take my love and burn it red
repeat this always, until I'm dead.
the title is actually:
(Even the angels know you're drop dead gorgeous).
2011 Q&A
1, How is 2011 so far?
A- Ok I guess.
2.Has anything frightened you so far this year?
A-No, not really.
3.What are your feelings about 2010? would you fix anything?
A- 2010 was a crap year, and yes, I would fix somethings.
4.What is your height and weight as of 2011?
A-I'm 6 foot 2 cm, 160 lbs.
5.Where is one place you'd like to visit this year?
A- A zoo? not really~ Japan most likely.
6.What would be your Rockstar name if you were in a band this year? and why?
A- Genki...and just because I like it.
7.How would you describe yourself?
A- Easily moved, timid, easily persuaded, quiet, artistic, bored, introvert, tall,
unamused, fickle, blind, sleepy, unreasonable, tasteless, tasty, retarded, humorous,
grey... lol.
8. How do others perceive you?
A-honestly, I really..don't care.
9. You have a car?
A- uh..no?
10. What's your favorite form of transportation?
A- Walking or subway.
11. What are you drinking right now?
A- Sobe...
12. What's your current fragrance?
A- Bodye's Vanilla cupcake.
13. Has something recently inspired you, and in what?
A- I watched Mucc live, Tatsurou-kun's vocals really made me
want to practice singing.
14. Do you currently have a bf or gf?
A- nah~
15. Where would you take/like to go with someone you like?
A- ...away from this quiz?
16. What was one dream that really stood out to you ?
A- I was on a bus and I tried to sit in a seat, everytime I
would there was always someone magically in it when I sat...
17. (alongside Q 16,) What do you think this dream meant?
A- Where I currently am..there's no place for me here. I honestly
believe that was the meaning.
18. What would you like as a gift in 2011?
A- peace of mind.
19. Is there anyone you hate ?
A- Myself maybe, for now.
20. Last question, give us a heartfelt message-
A- In this monotone world you have to spread your
colorful wings and show all those who want you to fall
that you are not useless but in fact, you are a muse.
Even if you stumble and make a mistake it's no
ones fault but yourself, you control you. Don't put
yourself on autopilot however, take control of what is
in front of you, Don't let anyone run over you...instead
spread those beautiful wings and fly into the horizon. ne?
A- Ok I guess.
2.Has anything frightened you so far this year?
A-No, not really.
3.What are your feelings about 2010? would you fix anything?
A- 2010 was a crap year, and yes, I would fix somethings.
4.What is your height and weight as of 2011?
A-I'm 6 foot 2 cm, 160 lbs.
5.Where is one place you'd like to visit this year?
A- A zoo? not really~ Japan most likely.
6.What would be your Rockstar name if you were in a band this year? and why?
A- Genki...and just because I like it.
7.How would you describe yourself?
A- Easily moved, timid, easily persuaded, quiet, artistic, bored, introvert, tall,
unamused, fickle, blind, sleepy, unreasonable, tasteless, tasty, retarded, humorous,
grey... lol.
8. How do others perceive you?
A-honestly, I really..don't care.
9. You have a car?
A- uh..no?
10. What's your favorite form of transportation?
A- Walking or subway.
11. What are you drinking right now?
A- Sobe...
12. What's your current fragrance?
A- Bodye's Vanilla cupcake.
13. Has something recently inspired you, and in what?
A- I watched Mucc live, Tatsurou-kun's vocals really made me
want to practice singing.
14. Do you currently have a bf or gf?
A- nah~
15. Where would you take/like to go with someone you like?
A- ...away from this quiz?
16. What was one dream that really stood out to you ?
A- I was on a bus and I tried to sit in a seat, everytime I
would there was always someone magically in it when I sat...
17. (alongside Q 16,) What do you think this dream meant?
A- Where I currently am..there's no place for me here. I honestly
believe that was the meaning.
18. What would you like as a gift in 2011?
A- peace of mind.
19. Is there anyone you hate ?
A- Myself maybe, for now.
20. Last question, give us a heartfelt message-
A- In this monotone world you have to spread your
colorful wings and show all those who want you to fall
that you are not useless but in fact, you are a muse.
Even if you stumble and make a mistake it's no
ones fault but yourself, you control you. Don't put
yourself on autopilot however, take control of what is
in front of you, Don't let anyone run over you...instead
spread those beautiful wings and fly into the horizon. ne?