Feels like I’m sinking
below the water
no one notices me I’m choking
I’m here
You’re up there
I now don’t know how
to get up again
to stand up again
Letting go is easy
when you have lots of time to think
because you can think of it
again and again
until you get bored to just think about that
it’s not going to take you anywhere
anywhere good or
anywhere bad
but you keep thinking
because that’s what you’ve got now
You are good enough
I keep telling
I keep telling my friends
when they got stressed
when they seem lost
I say “you’re going to be ok
nothing bad lasts forever
you are good enough”
but do I do that to myself too?
Every night
I have a nightmare
where I’m running from something
where I’m completely lost and trying to figure out
where I am
Where the hell am I?
Will I ever come back on
the right track?
Will I ever be ok again?
Am I good enough?
Isn’t it too late?
Or is it?