culb

そういえばおとといクラブにいった。女友達と。

ジャンルが好きじゃなかったこともあったけど、彼女が踊ってると男がよってくる。彼女はトイレにいけば外人としゃべれる。　正直うらやましかった。　だって、俺男だもん。しかも、日本人。　だれも声かけてこないし。　かけてもひかれるし。　おんなじくらいの英語力なのに、圧倒的に女のほうが生英語練習するチャンスあるよね。　　二人ですわってるとlocoの男子がきて、俺に彼女か？的なことをきいてくる。　おお、とおもい、残念ながら彼女はただの友達だよっていったら、fuking なんとかなんとかって、いわれて、彼女にこいつのことは好きかとかきいててセックスしやがれてきな感じで、気分悪！みたいな。　つきあわね－し！ってか、まじjapanese girl うらやましい。日本人女に外人男のカップルはくさるほどみてきたが、日本人男に外人女なんかみたことねー！いるんだろうが比率的にはたぶんひどいよ。で、日本人女も調子のると。。まぁ、全員じゃないが一部ね。

daily life

today, I went to the party of cousin's house. I was glad to realize that my listening was improved alittle bit. However, it's not good enough. rescently, I could connected with classmate of elementary school, forth grade. her job was house wife,,, I felt somthing,, am i ok? How long last my long journey. can i get over 600 of toefl? i have no confidence to get it though, i have to do something. my life,, nobody can expect. that's why, Life is interesting. I want success.. That's it.

Any way, I have one opinion that i want to insist it is not fair.

There is a too big different attitude for japanese betwen men and women.

today, i was told by sophmore that i cannot understand his(native guy) thinking. he says i am important for him. .....i...he said... what? what can i say for you?? i don't know! think about it by your self! I have never told something like that! Japanese guy ... i know what you mean, but please guess my feeling too. do you think i can get girlfrind of native? even european. I have no idea about what you should do.