Lately I've been feeling alone... I've been feeling like nobody cares about me...
Days ago, doctors told me that I'm about to suffer a heart attack... I'm sick, I'm lost... sometimes I feel like I'm losing not just my social life, I'm losing MY real life.
The pain in my mind, in my body and my soul is terrible. Sometimes I ask for die, sometimes I about to throw everything to shit and kill myself.
I'm depressed because I feel ignored, People around me are living their lives and, maybe it can sound selfish but, they never ask for my health, they don't understand that everything is about to kill my determination... they're breaking my heart into hundreds of pieces and... it really hurts to me.
Lately, I've been feeling like I'm dying...
But... what hurts the most is this lonely feeling in my heart.