向日葵☆ 106

Recently I was a little bit busy. 

It's not that I had to do a lot of things for school but also my private life became kind of too busy for me to handle all by myself. 

Of course I am trying to do my best as much as I can but to be able to keep my mind I had to take a break from writing here for a while until I will feel better, so that time has come and I am back here. 

So welcome me haha 

I also have to study a lot which isn't as easy as I thought or as I planned in the beginning. It takes much more time that I was thinking in the first place. I wish I can make it until july. 

So wish me good luck =)

向日葵☆ 105

Good evening. 
It's nice to be back here once again. 

I've been pretty busy everyday with school, studying , doing things at home and all these things. 

Soon I will have vacation which is really amazing thinking that I will finally have time to sleep and study more. 

Tomorrow I want to bake macarons, I wonder if I can actually make them. They seems to be a little bit difficult to make but I guess it will be alright. 

向日葵☆ 104

Entrance exam is approaching. I didn't realise that until a while ago.

Well probably is not that soon, only in the end of July this year. 

But considering the fact that studying isn't as easy as it looks like I am sure it will take some time to master every single chapter. 

I took the test at the end of the chapter, honestly speaking I was surprised. It has 100 questions, different ones (multiple choice, true / false, case study and others) I got 6 questions wrong out of the 100. 

It's not so bad for the first try, but if I want to be the best I should get 100/100 at all the questions from this book.

向日葵☆ 103

My cousin just left. I cleaned a little bit around and now I am lying on the couch yet a little bit confused with a cup of green tea next to me. 

I have a weird feeling inside me, I am not sure what is it for and why. Perhaps is this new upcoming event, this news to call it like this. It was something unexpected. 

As I am sitting here I am really thinking about the fact that recently I am really out of this world. No, not literally, but I just don't know about anything that happen around me. 

My cousin is getting married, and I am here surprised that I didn't even know she is having a boyfriend, or that she get engaged and soon married. 

I should be "up to date" with everything around me. 

向日葵☆ 102

My cousin called me she told me that she would pass by. And she came yesterday around noon. Honestly speaking I was a little bit surprised. 

I don't know what she was coming, in fact she hardly comes to visit me for no reason. 

She is getting married. Yes, my cousin is getting married.

I was really surprised, is not that I don't want her to get married or that I am envious or something like this it's just because she is only 2 years older than me. 

I felt like next time is my turn. But no, wait. 

I won't get married, no no, I won't. 

It was a strange feeling, of course I was happy for her. She seemed to be really excited when she handed me the invitation letter. 

It's beauiful, the invitation, with a navy blue ribbon. I honestly liked it. 

I just can't believe yet that she is actually getting married and that sooner or later I will be an aunt. It's exciting yet scaring. The feeling of a new upcoming experience. 

I can't deny, I am excited about it. I am looking forward. 

Let's the dress and shoes hunting begin.