I binged today too. And I of course purged too.
And I'm so tired. Tired physically but rather mentally.
My boyfriend wants to keep our relationship secret for, according to what he said, not being teased like you have a girlfriend~ or whatever. But i have a sense that he might wanna keep it from people's eyes because of me. Because I am ugly and fat he doesn't wanna get people know. That's my guess but likely it's rather truth.
I'm gonna fast till Xmas.
I checked some YouTube videos that people fasted for a long period of time. Apparently human beings are not designed to die easily.
I hope this fasting will last long enough that I will be at least a little skinner.
And I hope that this will shrink my stomach and untie my unhealthy relationship with food.