Nothing better than Ramen

Today too....

woke up at 16:00.

Wasting time, slept too much.

wanna eat Ramen very much.


Japanese festival last night was nice.

But I became so how sad,
but I know this is what the festival always gives me.

worrying about tomorrow's presentation.


Talkin in front people still makes me nervous.

I'm confident though,

but no mistake is allowed...always.

Always....need something good.


I don't have a choice to run away from what I have to do.

Being strict on myself is sometimes stressful.


But certainly brings positive consequences.


trying to be optimistic,
is difficult if there is something offering me results.

I hate boring days,

gotta eat something delish...

Ramen, ramen and ramen.

Dreaming about it, every night.

ramen, ramen, ramen....


The thing refills my soul energy fully.

ダメな夏休み

なかなか人間わからないものですね。


よく知っている人でも真意というのはわからないものです。


話し変わりまして



夏の日々が始まりましたが週二回の授業以外は暇です。



何か、こう、夏の日差しが時の流れを遅くするような気がします。



こんなに早く終わってほしい夏休みは小学生の時以来です。



思い出します、国外でのつまらない生活。


みんなとプールで遊びたかった夏休み。


家族と出かけることもなく、


ラジオ体操のスタンプも埋まることがありませんでした。


カレンダーを毎日見て帰国日をチェックする日々。



あまりおいしくないご飯。



週に一回の両親からの電話に涙を堪えた時もありました。



そんな夏休みはもう来ないと思っていたのですが、



暇でとてつもなくつまらない、今回の夏休み。



秋学期が早く始まってほしい。



そう思いながら過ごす日々。



体調は良くも無く悪くも無く、



一日を無駄に過ごした後悔と共に眠りにつき、



一日の終わりが始まるころに起きる。




あまりに短いようで長い一日は思い出を誘発し、



少し切ない気分になります。



暇な夏休み、秋はまだかと待つばかり。




カレンダーを見ながらただ時が経つ、そんな日々はまだ続くのでしょう。

In the middle of summer

In the middle of summer,

I have finally finished with some requirements for my academic things.

One the classes I took for this summer was US History
and it was pretty difficult
because so many people on HIS textbook had the same last name or first name.


Anyway, I git A for the class.....fortunately.


Also, I just have done my math placement test and the score was not bad,
but it does not deserves to what I can be satisfied with.

So...now... I got a problem....

The problem is that I no longer have classes on Tuesday and Thursday.

I am getting bored even today, gotta read something but I don't know any interesting title and this is also a problem as well.

The temperature has been increasing without stopping so I don't wanna go out.