Memory

i hate myself for still thinking of you
im living in the past while the present is moving into the future
and i can't catch up with the pace
i want time to stop
freeze every moment i had with you
and put it into a jar
and when im lonely
i'll open it up, and smell the scent of memory

夢みたい

知ってる
もうあなたのことは愛してない
でもあなたといっしょにいた日々が忘れられない
本当に歌中の”夢みたい”

あの日々が残した足跡たどって行ったら
あなたに会えるかもしれないって、
でもあの日の笑顔は
今の君のじゃない

あたしが愛していたあなたはもうどこにもいない
新しいあなたは
もうとっくにあたしを忘れて
どこか遠くに飛んで行ったはず

Things I want to say,

Since i can never say this in to your face
because you will ignore me,
i'll write it here.

i can't stop thinking about you
i constantly notice where you are, who you are with and what you are up to
when you accidentally call my name,
I just hope i could stop the moment and never let it pass
When you walk pass me through the halll way, i want to scream
and shout
i sometimes want to fake a faint
to get even a little attention from you
i'm not invisible
im alive
so i can feel pain, i can feel the resentful eye you have towards me
it's not even right
i'm loving a person
who hates me
and i twist every action you do into something else
i hate myself for still thinking of you
im living in the past while the present is moving into the future
and i can't catch up with the pace
i want time to stop
freeze every moment i had with you
and put it into a jar
and when im lonely
i'll open it up, and smell the scent of memory