it's 11 now. only 5 hours left.
it sucks.
i really had a great time with my sister.
and i hope she did too.
but i feel kind a sorry for her.
i sometimes got irritated and im sure i made her feel bad.
but that's my mom's fault!!!!!!!!
i was pist off when everytime she compared us.
One mounth seems kinda long but
it was tooo short!
Mari is already 23 and she is an adult.
she changed a little bit than 2 years ago but im glad that she could do
stupid things that we used to do when we were more young!
im sure that ill miss her baaad.
and it really sucks the fact that we live in a different countries.
but sometimes i think that if we lived in the same country,
same house, and face eachother everyday,
i would not be albe to know how much she gives an influence
to my life. and i think we would be fighting everyday
like i do with Ken now if we did lived together. lol
So in that point, maybe it is a good thing that
we dont live together.
maybe..
but it sucks.
today, we will leave the house around 1
and go to the airport by car.
i think we will get there around 3 or 4.
and meet Ken there.
Her flight is 6.
i hate the 1 or 2 hours after her check in and
before her flight.
cause you know, its very hard not to cry and
knowing that she will leave in 1 or 2 hours and
trying not to cry, trying to laugh, trying to hide our feelings...
VERY painful.
well anyway.
i have to hop in the shawer and get ready!