私は疲れ果てただ・・・m(_ _ )m
And I'm tired of all this. It possibile that every little stupid fucking thing that I make is wrong? Really, I don't know anymore.
The days pass without I can hold in my hands the flow of time. I'm tired.
I don't have time and I know that the cause of all this am I! I want to do all of this. For the money? For a dream? For a life built only by my hands? Maybe...
This is how I spend my days:
- Wake up at 7.00 (if I hear the alarm)
- Take the train at 8.30 (if all goes well)
- At 9.30 I'm at Sara's house (if the trains are not in late, obviously .___.)
- From 9.30 to 13.00 mad and desperate study
- Lunch
- And again study from 13.30 (or 14.00) until 18.00 (when I go away)
- Another hour of public transport (with various delays and with too many people for a shitty wagon).
- Walk with my dog.
- from 19.00 until 21.00: tuition in mathematics to a girl. And I don't study that program from my third year of high school (approximately around six years ago!)
- from 21.00 until 22.00 I'm at my grandmother's house. I must cook, walk with her dog and clean her room or her kitchen.
- Finally I can back to my home and I must to cook to myself, because my mom hasn't make it yet . Yeah~
This is my beautiful day. At 22.30 I'm so tired that the only thing that I want to do are go to bed.
But they start to scream.
お休みなさい~ Zzz…(*´?｀*)｡o○
And I'm tired of all this. It possibile that every little stupid fucking thing that I make is wrong? Really, I don't know anymore.
The days pass without I can hold in my hands the flow of time. I'm tired.
I don't have time and I know that the cause of all this am I! I want to do all of this. For the money? For a dream? For a life built only by my hands? Maybe...
This is how I spend my days:
- Wake up at 7.00 (if I hear the alarm)
- Take the train at 8.30 (if all goes well)
- At 9.30 I'm at Sara's house (if the trains are not in late, obviously .___.)
- From 9.30 to 13.00 mad and desperate study
- Lunch
- And again study from 13.30 (or 14.00) until 18.00 (when I go away)
- Another hour of public transport (with various delays and with too many people for a shitty wagon).
- Walk with my dog.
- from 19.00 until 21.00: tuition in mathematics to a girl. And I don't study that program from my third year of high school (approximately around six years ago!)
- from 21.00 until 22.00 I'm at my grandmother's house. I must cook, walk with her dog and clean her room or her kitchen.
- Finally I can back to my home and I must to cook to myself, because my mom hasn't make it yet . Yeah~
This is my beautiful day. At 22.30 I'm so tired that the only thing that I want to do are go to bed.
But they start to scream.
お休みなさい~ Zzz…(*´?｀*)｡o○
