Sometime we have some word and feeling we can't tell and say it just by ourself, cause we know they just critize about our life, never understand us, they dont care about us, our feeling. its hurt to know the asnwer when already know how its going to be, its hurt can't tell the truth, both of them its hurt, we just too scare geting hurt, cause there its no way we can cure our feeling, cause happynes come frome the other people. their existens its have meaning in our live, but some time we hate they are always around us, some time being alone its what we realy want it, cause only when we'r be alone we can be ourself, not fake smile, no need to lie, no need force self to be look happy. just enjoy being yourself without anyone critize your life. i hate fake my emotion to people, i just wana be alone, to be honest to myself, if the truth its. i feel so empty and numb. i'm not okay. i swear its dead inside. tear's just a word when i can't say it how sad i'am. my silent its an answer. who care ?. no one care. black its my happy colour. every day what in m mind its sucidal. i'm tired. i just wana be fucking happy again. i love be myself, in same time i hate too. if you hate me its same me too i hate myself too dont wory. cause i dont care anymore, im dead inside