my first time handing in an essay late
352 paper is due this morning
and im not even half way through
i went to the coffeehouse last night
it was awesome
people are just so smart!
i wish i know how to play guitar too!
i need to do my essay
AHHHHHHHHHHHH
i met with dina and ainsley yesterday
ahh they are soo nice!
haha i was so worried about meeting with ainsley
but ended up she is super nice (°∀°)b
there are lots of things going on this week
today the trans day remembance talk and art auction
tomorrow the coffee house
thursday meeting with people
and friday 80's video dance party!
seriously, i have to hurry up and finish my essay before i do anything
i made a mess
i shouldn't say, shouldn't tell, shouldn't even think about this..
i just want to know
what the fuck am i doing now
shitt i can't do this anymore
i like the people in my cell groups
but i don't think i can stay..
i need a break from this..
we had cell group nights tonight
then after supper we got back to our place and worship
ermm i don't know..
during the worship i really wanted to leave
like strong feelings
anyway of course i didn't
then at the end cherry shared her week with us
and she said that her friend's mother just found out that she has breast cancer
she is really sad about it cause she is really close to that lady
and she just wishes that god can helps her through something like that
then i was thinking about my sister
and when we prayed i just broke down
i couldn't stop thinking about my sister
the whole cell group knew i was crying
very nice
luli's econ buddy gave her 3 GAP 70% off coupons couple days ago
so luli and joyce went to shop yesterday but i didn't cause i was sick
and this morning we went again
cause yesterday joyce had class and they weren't finish yet
luli bought a pair of boots and a pair of flats yesterday
joyce got 2 shirts
then this morning i got this super cute dress from gap kids
that dress is just sooooooooo cute! 
i think this is the only dress that i really really really like
but then its like.. i don't have any occasion to wear that to
anyway i love this dress!
joyce got another shirt and tights
then luli got 3 shirts and tights
im hoping that there is something going on with the new thing for christmas
so i can wear this dress yayaa
