Every little thing I do, I do for you
With every little thing, I think a thought of you
And I try so hard not to notice
I try so hard not to care
I try so hard not to know that you're not here
But I'm counting down the hours
And I'm counting up the days
I try so hard not to show this side of me
Jealous of the way they walk, the way they talk
'Cause I don't think they know just what they got
I'm jealous of the way they look, the way they are
When I just want to be the way we were
I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!
All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!
I've been looking for someone to she'd some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.
All I wanna do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I wanna do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!
* 丸く見開いた目と決して沈まない太陽
僕の行く先を想像してみる
遠のく雨の憂いをもう薫る夏の匂いに
託して僕は夏に包まれてく
朝もやを駆け抜けて来た道は
遠く遥か続くそれは海の様に何もかもを飲み込む
目もくらむ程の太陽は僕らを
容赦なく照らし続け やがて褐色の肌になる
触れる指を解くのはまだ早いみたい
ぎこちなさの残る会話をしたりして
ふいに気付き夕日を見て君は何を思う
波のざわめき 風のささやき
火照った頬に染み込む
* repeat
長く伸びるその影に静かにキスして
やがて次第に訪れるだろう満天の 星空を待つ
夕凪は時として胸を打つ鼓動や微かな呼吸でさえ
この耳に届かせる
簡単な言葉にだって躊躇いながらの声
確信に迫る言葉とは触れないし
もどかしさに押し黙って僕は何を思う
過ぎたあの夏 これからの夏
二人を照らす月明かり
いったい僕らの未来はどんくらいのスパンでもって
絡んでんだ? なんて 想像してみる
この夏に生まれる恋が永遠の時間となって
二人の内に色を添えれたらいい
少し冷たい水をすくいました
泪に似た味に気付く僕は
蘇る記憶にだって何の抵抗も抱かない
季節は廻る 季節は廻る 同じ砂の上
軽く流しちゃった声もいつだって聞いていたいよ
素直な想いが脳裏をよぎる
ありふれる恋の原形も形を変えてくように
二人の恋は夏に包まれてく
小さな恋よ いつしか花になれ
AHHHH i just don't want to do 303 take home.
i hate myself so much right now!!!
i just don't understand why can't i get myself to finish up my very last exam!!!
one last one... and i am struggling......................
BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i wonder...
どこで何をしているのだろう..
this is like i miss ___ even more when i know ___ isn't/won't be around.
i'm glad i know about this first hand 
i hope everything is going well over there.
miss you lots.