3 Days Old/ at Hospital
Giving birth in a foriegn country gives you a scary feeling, A no knowledge and just adopting the culture, Different Language, specially no one is besides of you in that Moment.
All of this Experiences teaches you a different coping mechanism, a For life memories, and Patience.
All of the Hardness and Loneliness i felt for 5 days staying in Hospital Didnt last When i See this cute Little one,
I dont know how to describes my feelings at that moment, i felt Happy, Nervous at the same time Afraid because of Many What If.........
What If i couldnt handle The responsibilities???
What if I couldnt care My Little one Properly????
What if,,,,,a Lot of What If and Doubt.....
But, Thanks to All Hospital Nurses and Doctor who Assisted and Supported Me Everytime,, They Teaches me a lot even though we couldnt understand each other becasuse of Different language we Know.
The 5 Days Journey of Birth become Easy and Comfortable with the help of people who Surround me.