Once I'm grounded even for a day.
I feel pretty lonely and down.
I dunno at all what makes me..

I'm so tired.
I wonder what I want,what I wanna be or what I think.

Having fun makes me feel so good while I'm doing it.
However then, I feel like I am doing a wrong thing.

Hummmmmmmmmmmmmmm





iPhoneからの投稿
It was hopeless, pointless but understandable and hurtful.

So I've given up on hoping and expecting.
My feelings to him are not gonna disappear that immediately because it can't be helped and there is NO need pretending as if I don't care anything.

I told him everything and I was really truthful about all.
I believe that was a right thing to tell for his or my own good.

Perhaps I won't see him ever again or I will. Who knows?
And even if we do, there won't be anything.
It's not gonna be the same as before.
We are not gonna be together ever again.

This game IS over.




iPhoneからの投稿
I just wanna feel good!

didn't ever wanna hear complaints!!!