I'm almost sick,
with this situation,
with this difficulties cause of long distance,
I don't know how to handle this...
I know I messed our relationship up by myself,
so I have responsibility.
I should fix this up all my own.
but.. how!? D:
He is just too nice, too kind, too good for me, I guess.
therefore he seems to be not mad at me.
well, if I were him, I would be mad for sure..and give up.
The best thing is probably being honest, simple!
being just the way I am.
But that is the most difficult task for me now.
Come on courage!
First of all, this is another one of the blogs I'm writing.
I have another one on different site, and I write in Japanese for that one.
But for here, I'd like to keep writing in English for.. well, for testing my English, just for fun. Not seriously.
I just wanted to have the place to keep my everyday lives and events and share those things on the Internet.
Yes, for my first step.
About first step, I have another news.
Because I'm now thinking to take UNATE, I went to the bookshop and bought texts to prepare for the test.
It's gonna be my first time to take UNATE, so I have no idea how the test is going on and how difficult or easy the test is.
Challenging, probably.
But don't know until one tries it.
Let's see how it goes..
I have another one on different site, and I write in Japanese for that one.
But for here, I'd like to keep writing in English for.. well, for testing my English, just for fun. Not seriously.
I just wanted to have the place to keep my everyday lives and events and share those things on the Internet.
Yes, for my first step.
About first step, I have another news.
Because I'm now thinking to take UNATE, I went to the bookshop and bought texts to prepare for the test.
It's gonna be my first time to take UNATE, so I have no idea how the test is going on and how difficult or easy the test is.
Challenging, probably.
But don't know until one tries it.
Let's see how it goes..