tonight, Matthew took me dinner we've spend for three months.....and this was first time!!!!!!
maybe,I talked him everything last time. so he changed his mind
I think I should talk about stuff which I'm thinking
and he gave me sheepskin boots I was surprised!!!!
very happy!! he remembered our conversation...
my feeling change tonight.
and Josh called me tonight. I don't know his feeling.but his mental is very bad. he is very depressed. I don't know why.....him too. but if it is truth, I want to help him. I don't know about him well now. Hmmm mm mm but I'm not worried about my love life anymore.
take it easy. I want to be a supecial girl all over the world
