long time no see


i need somewhere to tell my feeling

not in 163 not in Microblog not in blogbus

so in ameblo

because not many people know there.


i feel confuse

unprecedented.


i saw FLIPPED these days

what a beautiful movie what a beautiful story

how i want to become the girl in the movie

have a beautiflu mind / soul

how i want to get on the big banyan tree

to see the scenery that i had been never see

how i want to have the simple life in the beautiful countryside


but let's face to the real life

one word - impossible


what a shame


i have to face many things that i don't want to face

although there have happy things too

but sometimes i was thinking


am i worth in my life ??!


i want to study my English well i really want

i want know what they are saying in the movie in the real life

i love learn language

that make me feel proud of myself

make me think

at least

i can do one useful thing for my future.


i want find my way find my mind


S.O.S HELP