結局続かないし、最近ではnoteなどで発信する人も多いし、でも、時々書くことにしようって思った。
私は今、夢への扉を一つ、閉ざされたばかり。
何をするにもそのことが頭から離れないし、違う道を進まないといけないのになかなか重い腰が上がらない。
自分の力ではもうどうにもできないから切り替えなくちゃいけないのに、他のことに真剣になれない。
こんな時、世の中の人はどうしてるんだろう。
あまりに狭い世界のことを目指したかったから、他のことは見ていなかったから、今どうしたらいいのかよく分からないけど、
夢は、捨てないで生きていたい、って思って生きてきたけど
現実を、舐めすぎていた。
でも私は自分の人生に後悔はしないし、これからも前だけを向いてどうにか生きて行こうと思うので
まずは、目の前のことをちょっと落ち着かせてから、5年10年先のことを考えよう。
私の夢は、世界を変える人になること。
私の夢は、宇宙に行ける未来を作ること。
そのために、努力は惜しまない人間でありたい。
2018.5.2
9(Tue)
I went jaxa education center and i met a person who worked there.
He said he wanted to tell the interest of science through space field.
I wanna be one of them who can tell the interest of science!
10(Wed)
i read TIME in the morning. there are many things to help reading, so i wanna be able to read or listen English more and more.
Besides, i started DMM english conversation.
so i wanna try to speak english more and more time.
And there wasi class related to man's space, but it's too far from my house, so i hesitate i'll go on every Wednesday.
11(The)
I went media art festival in Hatsudai. it was so fun for me. i like the robot one that is made by Ishiguro professor and robot arm carrying Stones.
and i went to part time job in evening, but i couldn't work today, so i went to shcool.
12(Fri)
i presented about my research.
it was so fun time and i want proceed my research faster than now.
13(Sat)
today, JAXA in tsukuba was opened. so i wanted to go, but there are no people who could go with me, so i went sea. i was so relaxed and i could feel how big the sea and sky are. i reconfilmed i wanna go to the big big sky.
besides, today was my birthday and my family celebrate that, so today was very special day for me.
14(Sun)
I joined a meeting of Telstar. They make free paper about space for high shcool students and it was so fun for me too. i wanna give dream through space, i felt.
15(Mon)
TODAY! i studied space technics in the morning and im going to school.
recently i like reading books!
and i'm leaving this train.
have a nice day for all!!
Yesterday, we have pitch to introduce the product we made.
so we prepared every day for presentation of our project.
Although we cannot win, we receive many positive feedback.
we wanna go texas and the moon!!!
so we'll try more sirious and try every day, every time!!!
On Friday, cassini's mission was completed.
i was looking nasa TV and i was amazed how far it was, and how big the universe is.
sometimes i feel the earth or universe. i like the moment and that's why i like space things.
the day before yesterday, i practiced singing. i met my old friends, so it was so happy time although typhoon wans coming.
and yesterday, i did workshop at space musium for elementary school students.
they liked space and they did good handicraft.
that was amazing time too.
and today, i'll sing! this weekend was so fun!
Today, i watched japanese drama "Shitamari Rocket" and i re-realized how big the space project is.
and we planed what we'll make in 2 weeks.
we're planning to make something related to moon rover for education.
it was so nice time.
i wanna continue to try and go to space ;)
