skype and yahoo messenger

We went to Denny's yesterday.

After I go to the shop where she works, it does.

I learnt her worry.

I thought that her work was also serious.

We talked about various things.

It was 4 AM.

I thought this usual conversation to be happy in me.

Time only has to stop.

A new record was written. I leave the record of skype and yahoo messenger here.

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May 3

Two months passed after we had associated.

We met again on the next day.

Of course, it was reunion in the pub.
I was attacked by a terrible tension at the time heard that it was possible to meet her.

In addition, because I was a pub after a long time, it was strained. It is shame to go alone.

There was shery when I went into a store.

My hand trembled.

I had been impressed.

I thought that I loved her momentarily.

My uneasiness away disappeared.

Of course, she felt nervous, too.

And, we did the promise to encounter outside the shop on May 3.

We wanted to be obstructed by nobody and to meet.

I swear love to you that doesn't change.

forgetting.. shery on May 3.

come back

Shery came back to Japan.

I think that I am glad very much. And, I feel nervous.

I was a big day on April 25 for worked of me.

She knew it.

There was a telephone while I was getting ready for work of the day.

I am I see as soon as the telephone is from her.

I did not hear her voice though I took a telephone call.

I wanted to hear her voice. The reason for I is that it was scary ahead as for the important task.

She hung up the telephone hearing my voice.

It was the last communication with her in the Philippines.

I heard the thing that she came back to Japan several days later.

However, we cannot meet.

I felt it painful by it.

We cannot meet it is in Japan each other.

However, it is thought that our being able to meet is in the near future.

Shery is in Japan.

I am really glad.

sakura

It was variously.

Japan is spring. Cherry blossoms bloom only though for a little while. She likes cherry blossoms. I showed her cherry blossoms.

I went to the place where cherry blossoms bloomed with the personal computer alone. And, cherry blossoms were shown to her.

It beautiful cherry blossoms.

She seemed to be glad.

We walked in the row of cherry blossoms. Of course, she is in the Philippines. However I was senses where it walked with her.

I was happy.

We like beauty of nature each other.

The sky, sea, star, and flower.

I was glad because I was able to show the moment when cherry blossoms bloomed to her.






I will come to this place with her next year. I wished so.

I went to Tokyo to work the next day.

She was the same timing as me and holiday of the Philippines. We did not report for four days. It is a challenge by two people.

I do not know what you do on holiday of the Philippines. I think that I surely enjoyed it.

I am weak man. It called her in the day. The second day and the third day. ｡｡｡

However, my feelings changed during the second day.
I thought that it was good that it did not report. The thing that I called her was a message.

She called for me in the evening of the fourth day.

These four days were terrible and long time for me.

She had changed a little.

However, I cannot explain what of her changed.

I thought that she was energetic and good though I did not understand how this became back.

And, it became feelings that I am different from former in these four days. I cannot explain this.

However, there is no change in my love of her.

last night

Is it because I am busy?

Because time was not suitable, we were not able to call on the telephone.

E-mail doesn't reach, and either it doesn't take it even if calling so that I am her. Even if she calls, I cannot take it. Because we are away, loneliness grows.

Perhaps, she might have been same feelings as me. She was crying alone. And, she scolded me.

Such every day continued a little.

And, I became a cold yesterday.
Heat occurred and I was asleep.

However, because we were not able to call recently, I called her.

However, she was reporting perhaps with the customer.

The method do not be in it. It is her work.

I was able to sleep early. However, I wanted to hear her voice even a little. Therefore, I waited.

She was different feeling though at last, there was a report.

I heard it.

"Did you get tired of me?"

She said by a little thinking.

"Become accustomed though it doesn't get tired. "

she has become accustomed to parting.

Even if it wants to embrace closely, it is not possible to hold.

Even if it wants to kiss, it is not possible to do.

I expected to become it so.

She said that she would stop the future being talked. I understood what she wanted to say.

It is because only her loneliness grows.

I thought. I do not change.

I should strengthen.

i love you today.

After that, I talked with her mother the other day.

To mother of shery
I value her though I cannot talk to shery in the future.

i promise.

I will go to the Philippines.

Please do friendly at that time.

My plan

I promised with her before.

Because the shop of my acquaintance open on March　27, i was to go to the shop for a celebration.

A shop is a pub. But she was not favorable about it. Because herself as for the hostess is because is it.
Probably she would imagine it so that a woman sat aside if I sat in my seat.

I do not do such a thing.
But she does not understand it because we have a distance. I was able to understand it.

Therefore I promised. I promised to return in two hours. And I returned hastily because i wanted to hear her voice.

I kept a promise. And there was not a reply even if I opened skype as always.

There was a telephone from her.

She was a drunkard.

I was not able to understand her.

I intended to talk with her happily today.

I am sad.

She who got drunk said a terrible thing to me.

"We today end" that "Come back to the pub; "

She wanted to say that "you must not go to the pub." I think so. But her heart stopped it. Therefore she said to me that "please go to pub"

She suffered.

But I am ready for the preparations to accept you.

More you please open yourself.

i am not ashamed to you.

I live for your love.

Do not worry.

i love you so much shery.

today is our memorial day.

A telephone of the morning

She went to the Philippines, and one week passed.

she is in Philippines, and I am in Japan.

i and she fights begin. We fight against loneliness.

The day when she boards an airplane. There was a telephone from her.

I slept. I am still sorry. I waited for communication until 5:00 of the morning on that day. But it was cross-purposes of time.

I think that she was lonely. But I was not able to help her.

I prepared. Cross-purposes of time.

I do not still give it improves. I believe that we are connected by the strong love.

And each other did our best until today.

She went to the Internet cafe and I was always in the house and waited for her communication.

I was happy.

I was happy always to be able to watch her face.

I do not understand how she thought. But I have a feeling that two love was deepened than before.

Thank you very much. shery

I was able to know love.

I want to hug you.

Immediately.

It continues.

I met her and existed variously on Wednesday.

She is Philipino. Various hardships accompany her coming to Japan.

I heard it.

She was crying.

I heard everything.

To come to Japan, she was doing the fake marriage. And, she also had the child.

However, I was not surprised. Because the event is the past.

I was a resolution because of the beginning to accept everything. My resolution is strong.

We went to see the night view.

It was very beautiful. It is a date done that I am her for the first time.

I promised with her. When "Let's came in ten years" I said, she said, "It is glad". However, she seemed to be a little sad.

Perhaps, she doesn't think that it understands whether to come back to Japan at present.

However, I was glad. Whether do you come back or not?I felt feelings of her who seemed to be glad more than it.

We do not end still.

I love her. Therefore, I think that I love everything.

She asked me. "Where of me do you like?"

I did not talk about many.

Smile..live..posture..strength..sometimes..see..weak..belief..have.Person who can enjoy trifling thing.

Such reason is favorite feelings without.

The night view was beautiful.

It is at the fifth another that she returns to the Philippines.

What is the thing that I can do?

It wants to meet, and it loves.

Let's have it not regret even if it is impossible that it compares, and she returns to Japan.

tear up my mind.

It wants to write memories until present on a different day after starting the diary though the recollection was written.

It was said that she wanted to forget me. Of course, I think that it is not a real intention. I think that a big ditch in Japan and the Philippines is causes.

She said me returning. However, there is a day said that it will not come back, too. I do not understand which is correct. However, I want to wait.

If I do very, will it be good?

It seems to tear up my mind.

She takes a vacation from work on Wednesday. I meet her and want to hear the story on the day.

What is she concealing?

I want to catch all of her.

I might not be able to meet her any longer.

Wednesday might be the end.

What can you able to speak and what do by you?

I want you for the border to disappear.

promise

She laughed because she made the kiss me.

It seemed to have been a strategy when hearing it later.

I was not seen in such a way.

I visited the same shop to meet her on the day.

I was not able to forget. That kiss

She was beautiful.

It was a happy night. The friend and the commotion and she were, too.

I asked her the telephone number on the day.

I called her on the next day.

And, the promise to go to the disco is done.