what the hell

I'm going to Guam with the young guy next week. We just had an argument about how we get to the airport.. I went to Miho's salon to get my foot nails done and I'm going there to get my finger nails done tomorrow again. I've been very exited to travel with him, so why the f**k we had that stupid argument? I don't really care how we get there, as long as we get there on time safely. Something share with someone is great, but sometimes feel so uneasy.

Am I wrong?

I was with the young guy last night. He makes me comfortable so I like to staying with him. But sometimes I don't understand why he is staying with me? He looked pretty uncomfortable to me last night. And when we were talking about my favorite song, he told me he doesn't like this kind of song.. and he doesn't even like people who likes this kind of song either... What did you mean? I don't know if he was a bad mood or joking with me, but that was not funny to me. If you don't like me, you don't have to stay with me. What the hell. We are planning to go to Guam next week, but I'm not sure if we're alright till then. 

my off

The young guy and I went to LALAPORT to watch a movie yesterday. He always picks me up, takes me out and pays whole things. I had a plan to have dinner with my sister in the evening, so he took me to the restaurant and picked me up again after that. He is acting like he really likes me. I am so happy but at the same time, I'm kinda scared to be with him. I mean I'm scared to be crazy about him. My daily life is getting change to have some time to staying with him. Damn cute.