It's BC day today. We were going to go to deep cove to hike and swim today, but it didn't happen so now, I'm having some sushi by myself at food court. I was so exited to go there today, I woke up 6am and I was waiting for you to wake up for a few hours. but after 12, I just got tired of waiting for you and I just didn't wanna do anything with you. I know I woke up too early and you were very tired yesterday, but we went to bed around 11. I don't think it was late. You slept enough. You know what? If we didn't make a plan, I could do something else more earlier and enjoy my day off insteat of waiting for a sleepy person. I don't wanna make plans for nothing, you know what I mean? I was super bored for a few hours doing nothing. And I am still bored and not having fun at all. But I should understand you more, I can not be selfish like this. I know that. I am sorry.
I've been stressed to talking to you lately. I don't know why, sometimes I'm sick of listening to you. Maybe because we live together, work together and hangout together? I feel I wanna keep more distance with you, but it doesn't mean I don't love you. I do love you and I am very happy to have you in my life, I'm very grateful that. I really mean it. But leave me alone for a while, after a while I'll be fine.
We had a date first time in 3months yesterday. It was very sweet of him. We went to have Ramen at Maki's work, went to Kits beach and went to Canada place to do Flyover Canada. It was really like a date! I was happy because I know now he cares about me. Thank you for taking me out even you were very tired. I didn't take any pictures but I should have taken some for our memories :)