It's the last day of my 30years old. I'm thinking of my life, myself, the past, the future and the present. I've been travelling for almost 2months in Southeast Asia. I met many people and all of them were very interesting. Very different than me, they see things differently, they enjoy their lives differently. I want to steal some good skills and improve myself to be a better person. I'll try to continue my travel and find something I love, and someone I love. I'll see what happens.
I am in northan Thailand, Pai now. I always wanted to ride a elephant, and it was one of my to do list in this trip. I thought I would love it, but once I got on his back I felt so sorry for him and I couldn't handle it. I told a guy who takes care of the elephant that I want to go back. I feeded the elephant a bunch of banana after we came back. I was so sad and I was ashamed that I always wanted to ride a elephant. But if I didn't, I never knew. Now I know how it feels and I'll never do that again. I am so sorry and thank you for letting me ride your back. It was very warm on your back, I felt you!



