last saturday i thought if i will go out with someone i will refresh
and i felt it for time when i was with friend
it was hard to support a talk and i thank to people who talk instead of me
it is difficult to talk a lot now.
before it was either but now i realize it
she cooked some sri lankan food and i bought fruits and drinks
my egyptian signs on nails
looking at such soviet building, i would like turn into statue but my soul is getting a stone
-kahara
i dont remember what happened on that day
i was careless, but only i noticed it after me
but now people observe it
sigh
ah, i remember
before these three photos,
we went to art museum
i felt something close in colours and atmosphere in pictures
our magazine came out
i hope it is getting better
i need support
for that week i got some flowers
cute days
i ordered three glasses of beer and i did drink zero alc
and i got drunk...
come on...
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you know, i buy books but i lose attention
i try to improve my skills but i abstract from what i am doing
i try to abstract from problems but i lose my positive mind
sad
i am getting sort of granny, jump through adult
so tired
-kahara
on that day when i took this photo we went to film "The Professor and the Madman"
and day after that i went to film in this poster
well,,, i dont know what can i say
i dont have mood for it
we looked for a kitchen here and walked around, so while we walked we saw some nice facades and took pictures
i like my coat in this picture
i am so tired to talk with people
it is getting worse, i guess
i like to touch my hair in photos hehe
these wild flowers stayed alive over one week in our home
and they are so wonderful
i feel like i want leave everything and move away
i want to cut all contacts and live away
i feel like i can't stay on one place for a long time
we went for another film and while we had a time we took a break in cafe
-kahara
when i waited for next section for journalists
i visited my library of the philosophy department
and i met librarian who we talked a lot before and now i spent around 3 hours for a talk
and by the time i found this book who is AdMarginem publisher!
for last time i like this publisher for their books they find and translate in russian language
and my hand was gauded by something or someone and i saw it!
ouh, i would like to have this book in my library but where can i find it?
so, later i went to conference hall and saw light in closed room and wind
i liked it
this guy is kinda popular but all i knew about him was bad. and my first expression about him was too bad
so i got a chance to see him in person and
i changed my opinion a bit
a bit
two days before i made gel polish nail for time
i asked master to draw something about suprematism and she copied small detail of Kazimir Malevich picture
i do liked and like my first experience
next day, on friday we went to lecture about fashion during the Romantic period of the end of 18th and the beginning of 19th century
and i saw some modern picture by the modern kursk painter
she talked a lot and i didnt feel bored as before
i wonder, why
Kiprensky, he is my one of favourite favourite painters
just look at this picture and you get the idea, that his outfit and his collar look so with a sense
our Pushkin
you know, during the lecture i got the feeling to refresh memory and knowledge about russian history of that time and read novels of these writers
yesterday.
just a cat
fluffy cat
and today i got a learn to play guitar
i liked that time
i dont want to talk a lot about my inside feeling though
so that's it
-kahara
hello
i missed you, i missed him
and i had time to write here
but every free minute i think
oh, i am sorry
so 11th April we went to Moscow to participate in the conference, in Moscow State University
but, let me complain a bit
10th April we prepared for another conference that will be on friday, so sister asked me to make a program and we finish program at 2am of 11th. we went to work, and were there till 6.20pm., we had a train at 9pm, so we took shower and took some things for trip.
around 6am we arrived at Moscow
so two picture above i took at 6am
and our long trip started, we walked over 12km
i thought 12 km isnt so long
my legs are still bleeding
but while we walked we tried to adapt to the capital city and see it by another side
we saw japanese father and his lovely daughter
we bought some local newspaper РБК
this is metro station
and this road reminded me about Venice, but without water
5 km left and i am so far tired already
we came to sister's sociology department around 10.30am and walked till my corpus
then we came back to her section and she made a performance.
i won;t explain so much. but her study was better than others. they even didnt have study by commons terms from Internet.
sister had research with students of Spain and Russia
but we know that is reason
her conference started around 11/30am and finished at 3pm
then we went to my philosophy building
one guy ran in front of us to open a door for us
it was second good case after i bought newspaper
so we waited a bit and went to canteen
it was so far tasty....
and at 7.30pm my section started.
i liked my section, it was kind of comfy to me, because there were around 9 reports only, instead 30 reports in sister's section
i liked their reports and i am so happy that girl from S. Petersburg won in my section
she deserved it as none
but before my section I took so rare photo in toilet w
at 11.10pm we had train back to Kursk and around 6am we came back home
and just at 7.20am we left home to work.
Because it is friday and it is one more conference
in the morning my former student did bring thus brownie
we had so long talk..
and just after talk i do wanted to talk with someone who we discussed about something tickle
and now too, i want to tell him [not former classmate] everything
later i got it from my friend who i help with almanac
i would like to buy something for her.
i will!
she bought a big pocket of conserved peaches, pineapples, fresh mango and chocolate
next days i bad remember
i ordered malay food
i liked it a lot
last week i went to cinema for Pet Cemetry and, if dont compare with Stephen King's novel, it is okay film
just sunday dinner at aunt's kitchen
last friday we went to theatre for American'ka in ТЮЗ
and it is monoplay
i liked...
last saturday in the 9am i had a class with russian students
after class i went to cemetery with parents and aunt, we came back around 4pm and then i went to library for libranight
magazines of all our regions
my first scientistic journals and they have so old issues
his hate field and my favourite one
i would like to have this magazine
so, it was an excursion in the hidden places of the library
then we upstair and we could see old old books about theatre
and yesterday we went to aunt again
so, today i came back home and when i closed my office i did catch a sunlight
i like.
just i like
my way to bus stop through main building
my feeling isnt fading to him
ohhhh
it hurts and scares to think about lost things
and my aunt noticed that i even dont have photos with me, where i can smile or at all any.
sigh
-kahara
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