My mental condition is unstable for these days. Termine's stuff, Typhoon & meeting people makes me be tired very much. Although I sleep for 9 hours at every nights, I needed some more hours to regain active feeling.
While I live with my mom, she said me who is bad guy who keep staying at home without working like majolity. Father also think me like that. They never try to admit my speciality & my problem based autism spectrum.
When I was 13 yo., I decided to take care of me by myself from them. I have wanted to live confortably.
When people said me louder voice, I'm scared of that like poor pappy. I lost my cool logical thinking. I hate such people. Why such people can live in the public ? I think the public is sick.
If people notice that I have very high skill, They stop to support me. People who look kind are like that. That means me with special skill never exist actually.