心配の種だった親や仕事と距離を置いている環境にあるからか、体調が良いです
おっと、こんにちはの挨拶無しにブログが始まってしまいましたがどうも、ぴえん君です
毎週火曜日に主治医に何を話したかを報告して、それに加えて土曜日に強制で家族との食事会があって言っちゃ悪いけど干渉がきつかった生活から抜けれて嬉しいです
で、今精神病院の入院状態はどうなっているかと言うと、毎朝7時半に目覚めてバランスの良い朝食を食べて、その後朝のお薬を飲んで10時まで寝ます
入院生活の布団、毎週水曜日に新しく清潔にしてくれるからとっても居心地が良いんですよね
で、午前中のOTが10時ぐらいから始まるので、看護師さんの検温とトイレの回数を聞かれて10時半から午前中の勉強してま
このすーさんという方をyoutubeで見つけてからというもの、すーさんの動画ばっかり見てます
基本情報処理試験は初めて受けたのが18年前でそれから受からなくてもう15年以上経過してるんですが、いまだに受かる気がしません
しかしアルゴリズムをなんとかできれば希望は見えそうです
受かるのにあと20年ぐらいかかりそうな感じです
もはや早稲田大学政経学部の受験並みに勉強しないと・・
情報系の学校に通っていた人や工学部にとっては楽勝なんですかね？
なんともアルゴリズムが難しくて問題を見るたびに具合が悪くなりそうです
さて、最近はSQL BOLTと言う海外のサイトでSQLを学んでいます
このサイトです
ここ、全部英語なんですが、IT業界って英語にも強くないと生きていけなさそうですね
覚えることがいっぱいあります
俺が大好きなサイトのガールズちゃんねるでIT業界について調べてたんですが、スクールとか通うのは時間とお金の無駄っぽいことが書かれていました
まあ数十万円払うのって未経験の人からしたら安心材料になるかもしれないですけどね
少し経験があるなら自分でyoutubeやITエンジニア専門のスキルアップサイトがあるからどんどん進めちゃうのがいいと思いました
自分は15年前にWEB業界でWEBデザイナーとして時給1200円でDREAMWEAVERとFIREWORKSとFLASHとPHOTOSHOPとプレミアを使って仕事をしていました
懐かしいなあ
もう2003年ぐらいの出来事だから今が2024年だから21年前になるんですね
あの時の会社の上司や皆さん元気かなあ？
アメブロはきっとアダルトなブログ記事は禁止の健全な場所だと思うから詳しくは書けないですけど、人妻・熟女系のデリヘルを制作していました
当時1200円ってアルバイトにしてはめっちゃもらってる方だったんですよ
東京の賃金上昇すごいですね
やっぱり仕事探すなら東京がいいなあ
色々地元で仕事を15年以上したりして地元で抱えるものが多くなってきてなかなか上京できないですが
もう気軽に上京できないですね
このブログで何回も言っているしこれからも言い続けるんですが、早稲田大学の政経学部に合格して若い時に東京を体験しておいて良かったです
でも今の僕は資格と言えば普通免許しか持っていないしIT業界に未経験のシステムエンジニアとして新卒で入社した後、現場にスキル不足で全くついていけなくて病んで苦労しました
入社してから3年以内に基本情報処理試験に合格しないと昇進できないのですが、合計6回受けて受からないままです
不合格のまま18年ぐらい経ちそうな勢いです
GIGA構想でしたっけ？
今の義務教育の子供達にはタブレットだったか端末が1人ずつ配られているそうです
ITの知識って必須だし、世の中は革新的な技術で世の中が一斉に動くことがあるからパソコンの知識って必須だと思います
たとえ基本情報処理試験に合格しなくても、ITパスポートでも受けとこうかな
実務に役に立たないとか言われてるみたいだけど文系卒にはITパスポートでも大変です
と言うか、早稲田大学の一般受験が記述方式で良かったです
一昔前のセンター試験のようなマーク式の試験って苦手なんですよね
ちなみに俺が受験したのは早稲田大学の政経学部と商学部と社会学部（社学は落ちました）と人間科学部です
合格したのがその政経・商・人科の3つでした
まさか自分が早稲田大学に入れるとは思いませんでした
過去の俺すげえ自慢になってしまいますが、今でも看板学部みたいだし
政経学部は受験で数学IAが必須になったんでしたっけか
2年間の浪人は大変でしたがあの時頑張って良かったです
人生が変わりました
この人生が変わる出来事というのは俺が生きていてよくあります
2011年の東日本大震災で統合失調症になったのですが、それも変わりましたね
主治医からは宣言されていないですが、多分今の俺は精神障害者だと思います
障害者手帳を申請したらもらえるのかな？
たまたま家の仕事を引き継いで15年ぐらい継いだけどもうそろそろ自分の好きなように生きたいです
転職するにも、今年の9月で44歳になります
俺も歳をとりましたね
キムタクや中山美穂さんも50代になるはずだ
なんとかして基本情報処理試験に合格したいなあ
毎日すーさんの動画見てれば受かることができるかなあ
すーさんは声も聞きやすくて動画も図解でわかりやすいので毎日見てます
ほんと毎日のように見てます
すーさん大感謝です
あまり根を詰めると自分がパンクしちゃうので程々にしないとですね
一昨日だったか昨日、占い芸人の島田秀平の誕生日占いをしたら俺の性格はストイックと出てきました
主治医からも「ストイックにならないよう気をつけてね」とよく言われます
ほんとそうですね
でも転職するには44歳だし、上京するにしても職歴やポートフォリオが無いとどこも雇ってくれないし、ましてや18年前の職歴だと技術的にだいぶ古いですね
それにしてもadobeのflashとかXOOPSとか大好きだったんですがXOOPSはなぜ消えちゃったんでしょうか？
モジュールとかすごい便利だったのに
システムの脆弱性とかあったのかなあ？
移り変わりがすごい早いWEB業界だから今どんな技術が使われてるのかわかりません
とりあえずyoutubeですーさんの基本情報処理試験の動画を見て、それと同時にPHPとSQLBOLTでSQLの勉強を並行してやっています
ほんとは大好きな音泉の女性声優のラジオやFMFUJIなどの女性アイドルのラジオを聞きたいしアニメも見たいのですがIT業界の勉強を中心にするとアニメを見る時間がありません
俺はどうしたら良いんでしょうか？
今の所の楽しみは、親の干渉から脱出して自立支援訓練事業所で生活することになっているのがとても嬉しいです
2年、長くても3年しかいれないらしいのでそれまでにグループホームが空いてくれたらありがたいんですが
神様、お願いします！
グループホームに空きを出して入りたいです！
I'm feeling good, probably because I'm in an environment where I'm away from my parents and work, which had been a source of worry for me.
Oops, I started this blog without saying hello, but hello, I'm Pienkun!
I'm glad to be out of this life where I have to report to my doctor every Tuesday what I've told him, plus I'm forced to have dinner with my family on Saturdays, and I'm sorry to say it, but I'm glad to be out of this life where the interference is too much.
So, how is the inpatient situation in the mental hospital now? I wake up at 7:30 every morning, eat a well-balanced breakfast, then take my morning medication and sleep until 10:00.
The inpatient bedding, they make it new and clean every Wednesday, so it's very cozy!
The morning OT starts around 10:00 a.m., so I study from 10:30 a.m. when the nurse asks me about my temperature and the number of times I go to the bathroom.
Since I found this person named Soo-san on Youtube, I've been watching his videos all the time!
It's been more than 15 years since I took the basic information processing exam for the first time 18 years ago, and I still don't think I can pass it.
However, if I can manage to get an algorithm, I can see hope.
It seems like it will take me about 20 more years to pass the exam.
I have to study as hard as if I were taking the entrance exam for the School of Political Science and Economics at Waseda University...
Is it a piece of cake for those who went to school for information science and engineering?
The algorithm is so difficult that I feel sick every time I look at the problem.
Well, recently, I am learning SQL at an overseas site called SQL BOLT.
SQLBolt - Learn SQL - SQL Lesson 12: Order of execution of a Query
SQLBolt provides a set of interactive lessons and exercises to help you learn SQL
sqlbolt.com
Here is the site
I know this site is all in English, but it seems that you need to be good at English to survive in the IT industry!
There is a lot to learn!
I'm 25 years old and graduated from high school.
I'm 25 years old and a high school graduate. I was working as an employee at a chain restaurant, but I felt insecure about my future and decided to change jobs! No qualifications required! I was looking for a job in the IT field, but I was worried about my future, so I decided to change careers...
girlschannel.net
I was researching the IT industry on my favorite website, Girls Channel, and I found out that going to school is a waste of time and money.
Well, paying a few hundred thousand yen might be a relief for someone with no experience.
If you have a little experience, I thought it would be better to go on with your own, since there are youtube sites and skill improvement sites specialized for IT engineers.
I worked in the web industry 15 years ago as a web designer for 1,200 yen per hour, using DREAMWEAVER, FIREWORKS, FLASH, PHOTOSHOP and Premier.
That was a long time ago.
It was around 2003, so it was 21 years ago, since it's 2024 now.
I wonder how my bosses and everyone at that time are doing?
I can't go into details because I'm sure that Ameblo is a healthy place where adult blog posts are prohibited, but I was working for a married and mature women's delicatessen.
At the time, I was getting paid 1,200 yen, which was a lot for a part-time job!
Tokyo's Wage Rise is Amazing!
If I'm looking for a job, I'd like to be in Tokyo.
I've been working in my hometown for more than 15 years, and I have a lot of things to do in my hometown, so it's hard for me to move to Tokyo.
I can't easily move to Tokyo anymore.
I've said this many times on this blog and will continue to say it, but I'm glad I got into the School of Political Science and Economics at Waseda University and experienced Tokyo when I was young.
But now I only have a regular driver's license when it comes to qualifications, and after joining the IT industry as a new graduate as an inexperienced system engineer, I was sick and struggling because I couldn't keep up with the field at all due to my lack of skills.
I had to pass the basic information processing exam within 3 years of joining the company in order to be promoted, but I took the exam 6 times in total and never passed it.
I have taken the exam 6 times and have not passed it.
Was it the GIGA concept?
I heard that each child in compulsory education is now given a tablet or some kind of terminal.
Knowledge of IT is essential, and I think knowledge of computers is essential because the world can move at once with innovative technology.
Even if I don't pass the basic information processing exam, I might as well take the IT Passport.
I know people say it's not useful for practical work, but even IT Passport is very hard for a liberal arts graduate.
I mean, I'm glad that Waseda University's general entrance exam is a writing-based exam.
I'm not good at mark type examinations like the center examinations of a long time ago.
By the way, I took the entrance exam for the School of Political Science and Economics, the School of Commerce, the School of Sociology (I failed the Social Sciences), and the School of Human Sciences at Waseda University.
I passed the Political Science and Economics, Commerce, and Human Sciences.
I never thought I could get into Waseda University!
I'm so proud of my past, but it still seems to be the signature department of Waseda University.
I remember that the School of Political Science and Economics required Math IA in the entrance exam.
It was a tough 2 years as a ronin, but I'm glad I worked so hard back then.
It changed my life.
This life-changing event is something that happens a lot in my life.
I became schizophrenic after the Great East Japan Earthquake in 2011, and that changed too.
My doctor hasn't declared it, but I think I'm probably mentally disabled now.
I wonder if I can get a disability certificate if I apply for it?
I just happened to take over the family business, and I've been in it for about 15 years, but it's time for me to start living my life the way I want to.
I'd have to turn 44 this September to change jobs.
I'm getting old, too.
Kim Taku and Miho Nakayama should be in their fifties too.
I want to pass the Basic Information Processing Test somehow!
I wonder if I can pass the exam by watching Soo-san's videos every day!
Soo-san's voice is easy to listen to and his videos are easy to understand and illustrate, so I watch them every day.
I really watch it every day!
I am very grateful to you, Soo-san!
If I put too much effort into it, I'll get a flat tire, so I have to do it in moderation.
Yesterday or the day before yesterday, I did a birthday reading by a fortune teller, Shimada Shuhei, and it said that I have a stoic personality.
My doctor often tells me, “Be careful not to be stoic.
I guess that's true.
But I am 44 years old to change jobs, and even if I move to Tokyo, no one will hire me without work experience and a portfolio.
I loved Adobe flash and XOOPS, but why did XOOPS disappear?
Why did XOOPS disappear? It was so useful with its modules and stuff.
I wonder if there was some vulnerability in the system.
I don't know what kind of technology is being used now because the web industry is changing so fast.
At the moment, I'm watching videos on youtube about the basic information processing exam, and at the same time, I'm studying PHP and SQL with SQLBOLT.
I really want to listen to my favorite radio shows of female voice actors on Onsen and female idols on FMFUJI and watch anime, but I don't have time to watch anime when I focus on studying for the IT industry.
What am I supposed to do?
What I'm looking forward to at the moment is getting out from under my parents' interference and living in a self-support training center, which I'm very happy about!
They say I can only stay there for 2 years, 3 at the most, so I'd be grateful if a group home is available by then.
Please, God, I'm begging you!
I would like to get into a group home with an opening!