Nervous

I'm starting to feel really nervous.

Maybe it's just stress.

Maybe I just have too many things on my mind.

I really need to just stop thinking.

And then recently, during lectures, there's this voice in my head that says, "What am I doing here?"

I should just skip lessons and study by myself.

I'm so behind on all my subjects, and exams are in 1 and a half months' time.

1.5 months!!!

So fast!!

I'm so scared.

I really need to work harder... ><