父親は無口で強面だけど、子供達にはとても優しい人でした。
自分は末っ子だから尚更だったかもしれません。
僕のベッドの脇に父親が生前に綴った日記が貼ってあります。
そこには病と闘いながら葛藤する自分の知らない父親がいました。
読む度に胸が締め付けられます。
病床での最期の日々は今でも上手く言葉にするのが難しいですが、
兄がそれを音楽の中に閉じ込めてくれました。
仕事に明け暮れていたのに休日はよく旅に連れて行ってくれたね。
楽しい事も怒られた事も今では全てが良い思い出です。
改めて本当にありがとう。
二人のハーモニーは天国に届いてるかな？
これからも優しく見守っていてください。
Naoyuki
Our father was a quiet person, tough looks, but he was very kind to his children.
Even more so to me because I was the youngest.
I have my father’s diary on my bed side.
In that diary, there was a father I didn't know who struggled to fight illness.
Every time I read, my chest is tightened.
It is still difficult to put into words about the last days of his laying on the hospital bed , but my brother made that into music.
Even though he was busy with work, he often took us to trips.
Fun time with my father … sometime he got angry at me ... They are all good memories now.
Thank you for all.
Our harmony is reaching you in heaven?
Please keep watching over us.
Naoyuki