Good day to you my invisible reader
After all my whining about how cold and shitty it is outside...well guess what?! I , the genius incarnated, managed to get myself sick yep
Now my throat hurts like hell and I have a bitchy fever that comes and goes whenever she likes and have to remember to take my pills on time....and to think that I actually have to go to university on Monday...agh the world is just too cruel
If someone is wondering why I'm writing in English when in fact I started this blog just to make myself practice Japanese...well I'm sick and I'm too drugged with pills to be able to concentrate to write anything coherent in Japanese... anyway I don't think anybody reads this blog so who cares :P
I actually got sick because I stayed out in the cold too long yesterday.....and when I think that all I did yesterday was all for nothing I just can't help getting frustrated.
I was asked by a friend to go and be a japanese translater for a japanese lady that manages a classical music contest and that came in Romania with the winner of that contest to do a concert over here.
I agreed thinking that it would help me a lot in finding more translating jobs if it all went well...and went there.
And it was just my luck to be stuck with another girl that was "personally invited" by that japanese lady to come to her concerts. And well she was a bitch all day and I had to just suck it up and try not to kill her, because honestly she deserved to be killed in the most cruelest way possible....seriously girls like her that are just too frustrated with their own life and start to be a bitch with other people just because she has problems, are just annoying and a real waste of air on the planet.
And if me having to take shit from her wasn't enough...well turns out the translating job wasn't really a translating job, it was more of a tag along the japanese lady and carry her job type of job......but oh well we can't have it all.
And the japanese lady was so cold towards me and had no interest in starting a conversation at all....while she praised the bitchy girl all the time....and it's not like she does anything special...I don't want to sound arrogant but really she isn't such a brilliant student at japanese. And oh how much she enjoyed her praising and me being ignored. That is because normally it would be the other way around.
I really don't care about praises, because I don't care about what people say about me...and really people always tell you what you want to hear....but still being entirely ignored kinda bothers me.
Oh well life isn't fair, that much I know all too well.
But interestingly enough when the j-lady heard that I played the cello, suddenly I became an interest for her....well well Now you notice me......she became so interested in me she even wanted to take a picture together.
What the fudge is this?!
Well this is another proof that in society people put a label on you from the start...if you don't present any possible worth for them they wont give a dime for you....but if you prove to be of any value for them, as in if they can get something out of befriending you...then you'll be like honey for a bea.
And after all that what did I get in return?! Well no money and yet another proof of how hypocrite people are.
And I learned that I become much tougher in dealing with this kind of situation then when I was younger..so I'm also glad that I had this experience.
And well I also got a bonus.....ta-daaam a flu with all the sickness and fever included :))))))
After all my whining about how cold and shitty it is outside...well guess what?! I , the genius incarnated, managed to get myself sick yep
Now my throat hurts like hell and I have a bitchy fever that comes and goes whenever she likes and have to remember to take my pills on time....and to think that I actually have to go to university on Monday...agh the world is just too cruel
If someone is wondering why I'm writing in English when in fact I started this blog just to make myself practice Japanese...well I'm sick and I'm too drugged with pills to be able to concentrate to write anything coherent in Japanese... anyway I don't think anybody reads this blog so who cares :P
I actually got sick because I stayed out in the cold too long yesterday.....and when I think that all I did yesterday was all for nothing I just can't help getting frustrated.
I was asked by a friend to go and be a japanese translater for a japanese lady that manages a classical music contest and that came in Romania with the winner of that contest to do a concert over here.
I agreed thinking that it would help me a lot in finding more translating jobs if it all went well...and went there.
And it was just my luck to be stuck with another girl that was "personally invited" by that japanese lady to come to her concerts. And well she was a bitch all day and I had to just suck it up and try not to kill her, because honestly she deserved to be killed in the most cruelest way possible....seriously girls like her that are just too frustrated with their own life and start to be a bitch with other people just because she has problems, are just annoying and a real waste of air on the planet.
And if me having to take shit from her wasn't enough...well turns out the translating job wasn't really a translating job, it was more of a tag along the japanese lady and carry her job type of job......but oh well we can't have it all.
And the japanese lady was so cold towards me and had no interest in starting a conversation at all....while she praised the bitchy girl all the time....and it's not like she does anything special...I don't want to sound arrogant but really she isn't such a brilliant student at japanese. And oh how much she enjoyed her praising and me being ignored. That is because normally it would be the other way around.
I really don't care about praises, because I don't care about what people say about me...and really people always tell you what you want to hear....but still being entirely ignored kinda bothers me.
Oh well life isn't fair, that much I know all too well.
But interestingly enough when the j-lady heard that I played the cello, suddenly I became an interest for her....well well Now you notice me......she became so interested in me she even wanted to take a picture together.
What the fudge is this?!
Well this is another proof that in society people put a label on you from the start...if you don't present any possible worth for them they wont give a dime for you....but if you prove to be of any value for them, as in if they can get something out of befriending you...then you'll be like honey for a bea.
And after all that what did I get in return?! Well no money and yet another proof of how hypocrite people are.
And I learned that I become much tougher in dealing with this kind of situation then when I was younger..so I'm also glad that I had this experience.
And well I also got a bonus.....ta-daaam a flu with all the sickness and fever included :))))))
