live with my life


i am always fucked up i am being obsesed with XXXX!!!!!!

always waiting...happy comes after sad and vice versa.

he can leave me anytime he wants and i am just manipulated by the acting.

want to live with my life and want to forget about all i have.

never thought he's missed me and thinking of me when i am doing so.

i know it's kinda pointless to pursue or expect something good for the future.

it's tiring to think about less possibility we have.

i hate myself that i still expect something b/w us

and more from him.

although he sometimes said to me girls are the ones who manipulate guys for fun

BUT i def. think guys are like that unconciously!!!