(originally posted on 2017-01-13 | 12:09:24)
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I got a very depressing news yesterday.
Some cases of skin metastasis were found with the breast.
In addition, there’s a tumor on the abdomen, which might have a risk to lead the same.
I started another radiotherapy on bones the day before yesterday, which caused severe pains.
Because of that, I was very stressed out already.
Then, now another shocking reality has hit me.
“How long have I got left?”
I asked my doctor for the first time since I was diagnosed with cancer.
The doctor said:
“If the systemic therapy works well, you’ll be alive.
Do not worry too much.”
But, at the same time,
I noticed the doctor made a sad look for a second.
Of course….
Doctors get sad if their patients are saddened.
Because we all are human beings.
We are connected with each other.
That is why it took me a bit of time to share the news with my family.
I informed my husband, in a good tone, when he came to see me in the evening.
So far, my families are always positive and have 100% of confidence on my recovery, no matter what happens.
Thanks for my families who believe in me, I’ve been able to keep my faith and overcome so many adversities.
So, I am scared to see my families being nervous about me.
I want them to stay innocent and just believe my unlimited potential.
Otherwise, I am scared.
