(originally posted on 2016-12-20 | 16:54:32)
I am in hospital now.
I wanted to stay home,
and tried so hard to recover using my mental energy.
But, the doctor said:
“It is not the right time to stick with it.
Let us help you recover with medical support.”
I was advised to come into hospital a few times,
but somehow, I was always fighting back myself like
“Noooo! I won’t be defeated----!!!”
Then, now, I had no other option but got hospitalized.
I’ve done it again.
I am reminded of myself so many times.