I woke up around 8 o'clock and decided to skip jogging today, because weather looked like a thunderstorm. 
I am afraid of this kind of weather, so my decision.
After I tidied up the flat, I went to my laptop and started to watch "Headache and Dum Reel Inch, 2012.1.13 Live at Nippon Budokan" by Kuroyume.
Lately, I have to admit, I did not feel really well- something disturbed me but I did not know what was wrong with me. My interest with Kuroyume started last October and May 2012 I ordered their DVD, however, it took a long time to arrive: Two months. I am not living in Japan.
Curious, because everyone, who saw their DVD, was amazed, I watched it, noticed, that I suddenly sang anlong the songs and forgot where I was. There were only two songs I did not know [Spazzy Addiction, Walkin' on the edge], I stared at my screen during Hitokis bass solo and became jittery. My legs did not want to stay calm, some strange energy woke up inside my body, inside myself and the bad feeling, which accompanied me some weeks, vanished.
People, watch and enjoy their concert!
Remember I wrote that I did not want to go jogging today?
After "Like A Angel", the last song, I grabbed my clothes and went outside. Jogging. Not 45 minutes like always but 90.. through the thunderstorm, I did not feel my fear against it, I just had some extreme energy which this concert gave me.
I was new born today.
All I want to say is: Thank you.
Besides I understood what disturbed me: I lacked in discipline lately. Now I have enough power to fight against it!
22th of June could be my new "birthday". Soon I will turn 20 (30th of October), let's have nice days till then!
Excuse some gramma mistakes!
I am afraid of this kind of weather, so my decision.
After I tidied up the flat, I went to my laptop and started to watch "Headache and Dum Reel Inch, 2012.1.13 Live at Nippon Budokan" by Kuroyume.
Lately, I have to admit, I did not feel really well- something disturbed me but I did not know what was wrong with me. My interest with Kuroyume started last October and May 2012 I ordered their DVD, however, it took a long time to arrive: Two months. I am not living in Japan.
Curious, because everyone, who saw their DVD, was amazed, I watched it, noticed, that I suddenly sang anlong the songs and forgot where I was. There were only two songs I did not know [Spazzy Addiction, Walkin' on the edge], I stared at my screen during Hitokis bass solo and became jittery. My legs did not want to stay calm, some strange energy woke up inside my body, inside myself and the bad feeling, which accompanied me some weeks, vanished.
People, watch and enjoy their concert!
Remember I wrote that I did not want to go jogging today?
After "Like A Angel", the last song, I grabbed my clothes and went outside. Jogging. Not 45 minutes like always but 90.. through the thunderstorm, I did not feel my fear against it, I just had some extreme energy which this concert gave me.
I was new born today.
All I want to say is: Thank you.
Besides I understood what disturbed me: I lacked in discipline lately. Now I have enough power to fight against it!
22th of June could be my new "birthday". Soon I will turn 20 (30th of October), let's have nice days till then!
Excuse some gramma mistakes!