i have someone for whom i can throw all of things belonging to me...
i cannot believe myself when i am talking with her, going somewhere with her, looking at her, and being with her.
every moment that i am with her is very unique to me.
even though i have lived with myself since i was born, she has let me be aware of myself a lot more and given me torches for the new road.
without her i have nothing but all in darkness.
Despite the failure of my second telling my feeling to her, I have unconsciously proposed to her..
i admitted her requirement to marry which was that until her 24th birthday, Xmas, i have to have a job(its not because i must have ability to afford household. it's bacause she likes men working...)
it seemed like impossible to me because mostly likely i will be a college student still at that time.. but i said i will afford it doing both to be a student and to earn enough money for her.
Today, sincerely, i want to declare that i will be a man who has an ability to make her happy as possible as i can do for her.
so by the Xmas in 2009, i will be a millionaire for her, and i will ask her to marry me at that day.
i do not want her to look at how much i will have earned for her, but how much i will could have done for her!
If you wish, i can be anything for you!
do you understand?
As i said before to you, i truly need you.
come with me!
and follow me!