She dwells among the shadows of existence, breathing in the soltice of our dreams
Once upon a time it all made sense now we're drowing in her silent screams
Couldn't you have ripped her up inside so that she lay in peace?
Couldn't you have tied the knots so that she could never leave?
All alone you are... So lost you are... All alone we fall...
Emptiness I breathe within the plastic bag of everlasting love
Suddenly I feel a hand descending from above
Tasting air I grasp for air, fisting handfuls of icy soft snow
Numbing till the eagle flies above, within the bitter cold.
I have word today, which is so not ever fun. Not that I mind, money is money and boy do I love to spend it. Aside that, I really can't update much. I'll try, but I'm a fairly boring person as it is.
It's been... well I don't even know how long, buts it's been quite a while that I've been in the "happy" zone. Not that everything has been going good, In fact I seem to be causing quite a bit of trouble and just letting it sit there, but I'm happyish. I have someone who helps me through the roller coaster of emotions I can't seem to keep in check. She's wonderful, funny, just as emotional only with a different perspective, and she's, dare I say, one of a kind.
Her smiles and laughter are addicting as well as highly contagious, her genuine words are something new and foreign to me. I haven't ever had someone be so open about everything. Despite my gloomy doomy mood she can burst through to the center and I find that admirable. There is no falseness to her words, her actions, her silence when she feels the need to exhibit it. For her, because of her, and to her, I am both thankful and grateful.