Dedicated to long tall Taz
☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*
He looks cold like blue flames
As matter of fact, the inside is all to blame
He's never chasing after fame
Always putting others to shame
He's like burning blue flames
Sometimes I get burned
And learned
That nobody, nobody can
Put out the fire and he keeps flamin'
He's like burning blue flames
Sometimes I get warmed and moved
By his great missionary zeal
I wanna know
Really wanna know
What he thinks
Deep down inside
You've never ever laid it on the line
Poker face, stony face
Maybe even misogyny
You're just like an ancient book
Invaluable and unfathomable
But too profound to read
Nobody even trys to open the book
Nobody else...
No one but me
☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*
I think blue flames seem to be colder than red or orange flames. I know in fact blue flames is generally hotter than red ones, but they always strike me as cold. It's like they're cold on the surface and they're hot on the inside...(I'm afraid I'm not making myself clear.) I think my impression of blue flames also applys to the way he looks.
I have some kind of love-hate relationship with him, and probably he does, too. I can't read his mind at all and I'm getting tired of thinking about him constantly. I'm obsessed with him and dwelling on our pleasent past. I've tried so many times to think in his way and it's never worked out... I've tried to let him go-- in the same way he did to me -- and I thought I could. But if so, what the heck is this feeling? I've been haunted by something weird all the time since I saw him in the morning. All the memories came flooding back just the moment I saw him, which made me acknowledge that I still loved him...
I hear he still doesn't have any girlfriends. Maybe he has someone to love, though. I know there's been and always going to be some girls who love him at first sight, but then they get burned and give up hitting on him to prevent further damage. Like I said, he's like blue flames, always burning quietly.
What should I do? How on earth do I control my complicated feelings? The love and the hatred are freaking me out!!!
I can't help myself...
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